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Sunday 31 May

Today is Pentecost and I would like to share a short reflection from the Methodist Church website. 

On Pentecost Sunday we have two pictures of how the Holy Spirit of God comes upon his people.  In Jerusalem, people of many different nations and languages gathered together for a huge party.  A mighty wind and flames of fire came upon them, they were full of excitement and energy, and they found themselves caught up in a new manifestation of God’s power.  The Church, of which we are a part, was born on this day.  Of course, we cannot at the moment meet together in a church building and large gatherings are certainly not allowed, but we need to take time to celebrate we are part of something big that God hasn’t finished with yet.  What do you celebrate about your local church today?

The other picture is not about a large gathering, but is an upper room full of frightened and upset disciples after Jesus had died.  Jesus appeared to them in their darkness, breathed on them, and said “receive the Holy Spirit.”  It was a pastoral gift to those who needed it in the state they found themselves in, reviving, restoring and putting them right.  In these uncertain times, take time not just to remember the loud and vibrant coming of the Spirit to a vast crowd, but a quiet and gentle coming to us where we happen to find ourselves.  On this day, we often use a slogan “the Church has left the building.” In so many ways, the Church has done just that over the past few weeks, through looking after the vulnerable, supporting aid projects, keeping in touch with everyone and providing forms of worship like this one you share in with others today.  What part of life do you need Jesus to breathe the Spirit into today?  Take time to ask him to do just that.

God promises every day to put his Spirit in us so we can live.  Today in exuberance and in quietness we celebrate in confidence that the Lord is here, his Spirit is with us.
And I end with a prayer adapted from A Pentecost Great Thanksgiving from the Methodist website which refers to the Pentecost story told in Acts 2: 1-21.

Creator God,
like a bird you hovered over the chaos of the world’s first day,
drawing life from crashing waves
and making a world of possibility.
You hovered still over parting waters,
liberating an enslaved people,
guiding them forward with cloud and fire,
nurturing your followers and sharing your love.
Like a still, small voice
you made your presence felt to
prophets and healers,
to a people in exile,
and young mothers-to-be.
In the life of Jesus
your healing touch was felt
and all were made welcome.
Like flickering embers dancing into flame,
you revived those who looked for you,
inspiring their speech and startling onlookers.
Undeterred by death, you delivered
creative power,
transforming determination
and your eternal, supporting presence.
And your Spirit nurtures us still,
a gathered people at Pentecost,
moved to celebrate, free to be ourselves,
glad to meet God and open ourselves to the world around us.
Spirit of the living God
move among us,
as you transform us into the people you invite us to be,
as you transform the world into the place you dream it to be.
Make us one in love,
humble, caring,
selfless, sharing.
Blow among us, Spirit of God,
fill us with your courage and care.
Hurricane and Breath,
take us on a journey of love!
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Saturday 30 May

I recently shared an updated Winnie the Pooh story called Sad which was written by Kathryn Wallace who writes the ‘I know I need to stop talking’ Facebook page.  Today, I want to share another of her stories:
It was a blistering hot day in the Hundred Acre Wood, and sparks of sunlight spun and scattered through the branches of the trees as Pooh and Piglet set out from their respective houses.
Purposefully, they walked through the forest, heading to a small clearing they knew very well, where they would - at a two metre distance apart, and of course strictly adhering to the permitted guidelines - meet, for the first time in over two months, face to face.
When Pooh walked into the clearing, at first the sunshine was so bright that he couldn't make out a thing, and had to raise his arm to shade his eyes. Then:
"Oh!" said Pooh, as all of a sudden he saw the small, familiar, and oh so reassuring figure of his best friend, standing there, waiting for him.
And: "Oh!" said Piglet, who equally couldn't think of anything to say at all as he watched Pooh come into view, and his little heart felt like it might fly clean out of his body with happiness.
For a time, there was silence, as the two friends stood there, beaming at one another.
"It's you," said Piglet, grinning from ear to ear.
"It is," said Pooh, who found that all of a sudden his voice wasn't quite as reliable as it might usually have been. "It's me, Piglet. It's me."
"I have missed you SO much," they both said together.
"I wish," said Pooh, "that it didn't have to be like this. You know" - and he gestured to the space between them. "This. All I want to do right now, Piglet, is to give you the biggest hug in the world. And I can't. Because: this." And he pointed to the space dividing them, once again.
"You know, Pooh," said Piglet, in a casual kind of way. "There's something I've discovered, in the last two months. And that's that a hug isn't quite what I thought it was."
"What do you mean?" asked Pooh, scratching his head.
"Well," continued Piglet. "Of course, a hug can be exactly what you're describing, which is physically wrapping your arms around another person. Or pig. Or bear. And I am so, so looking forward to the moment when we can do just that.
"But, during these strange few weeks, I've also realised that a hug can be lots of other things.
"It can be a phone call from the people you love.
"It can be kind words and gentle reassurances.
"It can be a card through the letterbox, or a message left when you're least expecting it.
"And, on a day like today, one of the best kind of hugs of all can be a walk through the forest, with the sun shining down and your best friend by your side.
"So?" he asked Pooh. "What do you reckon? Shall we go and have that hug?"
"Oh yes please," said Pooh fervently.
And with that, off they went, the two of them through the woods, striding side by side. Always two metres apart, with the sun on their backs, talking as though they would never stop, and Pooh couldn't remember the last time he had felt this happy.
And I end with a prayer by the Very Revd Catherine Ogle from Wakefield Cathedral:
God of healing and hope, may this time of danger
by your Holy Spirit, bring out the best and not the worst in us.
Show us the ways in which we can share faith and love,
while standing at a distance,
and honour our connection with one another,
and with you,
through Jesus Christ our Saviour,
Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Friday 29 May

For the last few weeks, like many others, I have been watching the daily briefing from Downing Street.  After a lot of conflicting evidence, it has been decided that it is best to wear a face mask or face covering when we are unable to be 2 metres away from others.  It has been shown that people can have no symptoms with the virus but can still transmit it to others so it really is something that we should be thinking of doing along with the other regulations that have been set out. 

(Just an aside: If anybody needs help obtaining masks please ring Knebworth Covid Response Team on 07892936841 and they will be able to help.)

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Here is a blessing for those who create, fund, share and wear facemasks written by Rev. Donna Vuilleumier and it is based on the beatitudes, which I have shared previously:
Blessed are those who give the gift of their time and their talent
            to create face masks for others,
            for their community, for strangers,
            for they shall help to save the lives of many people.
Blessed are those who make masks for others to wear
            so that together we may protect others,
            especially the most vulnerable
            who at another time had protected us
            when they worked as first responders,
            served in the military,
            or taught us the school lessons of our childhood,
            for they shall truly know the value of each human life.
Blessed are those who work tirelessly to fill bins in the market
            or the clothesline across the front door of the church
            with masks of all sizes and types,
            for they shall know that this is grace, compassion,
            and love of neighbour.
Blessed are the mask makers
            who send face masks to those who may be forgotten,
            to the agencies that support the homeless,
            nursing home staff and residents,
            the mentally ill,
            the prisoner,
            the tenderest among us,
            for they shall have respected and remembered the least of these.
Blessed are those who give out of their own money
            for supplies and postage for face masks and ear savers
            because others’ lives and comfort are more important
            than their personal bank account,
            for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who wear face masks
            to show their care for others,
            who know that they can be passing on the virus
            that moves as a stealth,
            infecting others days before their own symptoms emerge
            for they shall be for they shall be called children of God.
             Bless the mask makers, those who create –
            from cloth, flannel, elastic, wire, yarn and buttons –
            the barriers that allow us to be out among others
            yet keep them safe from what we might be silently harbouring.
            Bless the mask wearers
            that we may see them as a sign of care and concern for others;
            that we may see your face beneath each mask.
            Bless us all
            that we may see that by covering our noses and mouths
            we have opened our eyes and our hearts to one another.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Thursday 28 May

So this week is Mental Health Awareness Week.  It comes at a time when many more people are experiencing mental health difficulties due to lockdown.  As I mentioned a few weeks ago, the Methodist Church are sharing self-care tips on their Facebook page using the hashtag love yourself.

The self-care tip below talks about mindfulness and this is a technique that I have found very helpful in dealing with my mental health issues, as it helps me to focus on the present moment and not be distracted by my worries.

Mindfulness can be practised at any time.  For example: I have been powerwashing my patio, just a couple of slabs a day and I find that focusing on the water washing away the dirt helps me pay more attention to the present moment and helps me to feel more positive.  I am not suggesting you all go out and do that but perhaps there is a task that you could do mindfully.
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At the moment I think many of us are struggling to be mindful and are at times rather irritable.  I would like to finish by sharing this prayer by Jude Livermore called ‘Tetchy’ which was on the Methodist Facebook page.
Lord I’m tetchy
I can’t be the one of your children at the moment who prays every morning in the shower: “Lord make me nicer”
I love my family and friends
I’m grateful for them
But being locked in together isn’t easy
I look at the politicians on TV and sometime I feel I could do a better job
And the children playing next door are noisy and I’m trying to read
I’m tetchy
I remember that saying that hearts are restless until they find their rest in you
Could you help me find my rest I you today?
As I find rest in you I recognise that I need to change that prayer from ‘make me nicer’
To ‘make me more like you Lord’
Make me more like you
Let me really be a channel of your peace
Give me, and my soul, rest
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Wednesday 27 May


This time in lockdown has given me plenty of time, maybe too much, to mull over various mistakes that I have made in the past.  However, although I know that I need to forgive myself and move on, I can also learn from the mistakes that I have made and try to ensure that I don’t make the same mistake again.

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And I end with a slightly different version of the Serenity prayer that I shared last week:
Dear God
Please give me the strength to I need to let go.
The courage I need to move on.
And the wisdom to learn from my mistakes.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love,

Tuesday 26 May

Having suffered depression in the past, I have experienced the feeling of being totally unmotivated and uninterested and just wanting to stay in bed.  I have had days of feeling like this recently but it doesn’t feel like depression because actually apart from Covid-19, life is pretty good at the moment. 

Talking to people, I realise that I am not alone and that many people are having days like this.  There are lots of articles being written on the topic and some writers believe that we are coping with a trauma which is why it can feel like our bodies and minds are struggling.

The best way we can look after ourselves, and I have probably mentioned this before, is self-care.  Doing whatever we can, however small, to look after our bodies and our minds.  I came across this graphic which I found particularly helpful and it may be of some use to you.

And I end with a prayer from Wakefield Cathedral:
Keep us, good Lord,
under the shadow of your mercy
in this time of uncertainty and distress.
Sustain and support the anxious and fearful,
and lift up all who are brought low;
that we may rejoice in your comfort
knowing that nothing can separate us from your love
in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Monday 25 May

So today is another bank holiday but as with the last one a couple of weeks ago, there is no difference between today and any other day lately.

I am sure I have said this before in the last couple of months but I now realise how much I took ‘normal’ life for granted.   Obviously I miss church and seeing people but the biggest thing I miss is my independence.  Over the years, I have had to find ways to become more independent and a key to that has been my power chair.  Although I still have my chair, like me it is now stuck in the house.  I miss just being able to go the post box or to the shop to buy a naughty bar of chocolate!  Instead I have to ask people to do things for me and that does feel a bit like a step back, even though there is nothing I could have done to prevent this from happening.

I will be so glad to get out of the house and hope that I never take for granted again my ability to be able to do that and the independence I have.

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As well as realising how special ‘normal’ things were, I have found myself more connected with creation, especially with the nice weather we are having, and end today with a prayer of praise taken from the Faith and Worship website:

The warmth of the sun's embrace,
the gentle breeze swept in by incoming tide,
the rhythm of seasons,
of new birth,
death and recreation.
All these speak so clearly of your love,
your power
and your beauty.
All are expressions of your creativity,
and more importantly of yourself.
As an artist might share his personality
within each brushstroke,
so within the myriad colours of a butterfly's wing
you share the exuberance of your love,
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Sunday 24 May

I really connect with this quote as for many years, when I was desperately trying to find somewhere to fit in; I would try and be who I thought people wanted me to be.  I was worried what people would think if I was the real me.  In fact after years of trying to be someone different, I totally lost the real me and had to spend time working out exactly who I was.   I have learnt that God made me exactly the way I am for a reason, with all my quirks, and now try to embrace that and don’t worry what people think.

And I end with a prayer by Melissa Ohden based on Jeremiah chapter 1 verse 5: “Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you”.
Lord, I pray that you help me to always remember that You are the creator and author of life.  You knew me long before I was born or even conceived.  You wrote the story of my life before I was living in it and you set out a purpose and a plan for me long ago.
Help me to accept the person that you made me to be, blessings, difficulties, and all. Help me to recognise the plans and purpose for my life and to know there is no purpose too big or too small in this world, as you are the one who gave it to me.
Help me to walk a path of obedience on this journey of a purpose-filled life.  Open my eyes, my ears and my heart to what you are calling me to do in this world.  Encourage and guide me, strengthen my commitment and resolve to go forth each day and live the life you created and set out for me.  In doing so, I know that not only will I find myself abundantly blessed, but I will be glorifying you.
Thank you for knowing me, loving me, and having a plan for me before you formed me in the womb.  I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.  May my works and faith glorify you and encourage others to live their lives in beautiful acceptance of who they were created to be and what they were created to do.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Saturday 23 May

Today, I should have been reading the following passage at the wedding of two of my very good friends, Allison and Chris.  Although the wedding is unable to go ahead I thought I would share this passage and it’s meaning with you.
John 15, verses 1 – 17:
I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener.  He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful.  You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you.  Remain in me, as I also remain in you.  No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine.  Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
“I am the vine; you are the branches.  If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.  If you do not remain in me, you are like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned.  If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you.  This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.
“As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you.  Now remain in my love.  If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and remain in his love.  I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.  My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.  Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.   You are my friends if you do what I command.   I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business.  Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.  You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit—fruit that will last—and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you.  This is my command: Love each other.
Allison and I went together to Cliff College Summer School in 2017 and there Allison met Chris.  One evening we took part in Lectio Divinia where this passage was read three times and we had to write down what we felt God was saying to us through the passage and share it with each other.   I was in a group with Allison and Chris.
I felt that God was saying to me – “without me you are nothing, with me you are something.”  It is a very simple phrase but one that meant a lot, as I often thought of myself as nothing.  If I stayed close to God then he would enable me to become more than nothing, something that I could be proud of it.  That phrase has stayed with me since and I often recite it to myself when I am struggling.   
The passage meant a lot to Chris and Allison as well and that is why it was chosen to be read at the wedding.  I felt very honoured to be asked to read it and this kept me going through my difficult hospital admission in January and gave me something positive to focus on.  Whenever the wedding may be I look forward to reading it as it brings back some very special memories of Cliff and the reading has had a long lasting effect on the three of us.   
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Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Friday 22 May

Last week I shared a quote from Winnie the Pooh that had been adapted for the current time.  I thought I would share another quote today; this one has not been adapted but is still very appropriate for now. 

I first came across this quote when I was given it on a card at a memorial service at my sister’s hospice.  It applies to those no longer with us but I think it can also apply to today when we are missing seeing our friends and family.  Even though we are apart, they are still never far from our minds.  Also although we may not always feel it, we do have the bravery and strength to get through these difficult times.
And I end with a prayer by Ann Harbridge:
 O God, you come to us in unexpected places
In isolation, behind closed doors       
On dusty roads, as we go from place to place
In video chats with friends and telephone conversations with loved ones.
You come bringing us peace, where there is no peace
You come bringing us hope when everything seems hopeless
You come bringing us courage when we are afraid.
Come and be among us now, in every place where we are.
Open our eyes to see you, open our hearts to know you.
In the name of the Risen Christ we pray.  Amen
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love,


Thursday 21 May

Today is Ascension Day, the 40th day after Easter Sunday, which commemorates Jesus Christ's ascension into heaven.
Today also marks the start of Thy Kingdom Come which is a global prayer movement that invites Christians around the world to pray from Ascension to Pentecost for more people to come to know Jesus.
During the 11 days of Thy Kingdom Come, it is hoped that everyone who takes part will:
  • Deepen their own relationship with Jesus Christ
  • Pray for 5 friends or family to come to faith in Jesus
  • Pray for the empowerment of the Spirit that we would be effective in our witness
There are a range of resources on the Thy Kingdom Come website: https://www.thykingdomcome.global/
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I end with a prayer for Ascension Day from Rev Bryce Calder:
Almighty God,
We come today reminded of your greatness and glory,
your sovereign power and eternal purpose
all expressed so wonderfully in Jesus Christ, our Lord:
 Risen and Ascended.
 We thank you for the wonder of Ascension,
 that marvellous yet mysterious moment
 in the life of the Apostles
 which left them gazing heavenwards in confusion
 yet departing in joy.
We thank you for the way that it brought the earthly ministry of Jesus

 to a fitting conclusion;
 signifying his oneness with you,
 and demonstrating your final seal of approval
 on all that he had done.
 We thank you that through his Ascension
 Jesus is now set free to be Lord of all:
 no longer bound to a particular place or time,
 but with us always - able to reach even to the ends of the earth.
 We thank you that through his departing
 Jesus prepared for his coming again:
 through his Spirit,
 his Church,
 and his coming again in glory.
Gracious God,
 Forgive us for so often failing
 to grasp the wonder of Ascension,
 for living each day as though it had never been.
 Forgive the smallness of our vision,
 the narrowness of our outlook,
 the weakness of our love,
 the nervousness of our witness,
 our repeated failure to recognize
 the fullness of your revelation in Christ.
 Give us a deeper sense of wonder,
 a stronger faith,
 and a greater understanding of all you have done.
Father God,
Like the Apostles,
 we too will never fully understand
 all Ascension means.
 We accept, but we do not fully understand.
 We believe, yet we have many questions.
 Help us, despite our uncertainty,
 to hold firm to the great truth
 that the wonder of Christ Jesus goes far beyond
 anything we can ever imagine,
 and in that faith may we live each day
 to his glory and honour: Amen.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Wednesday 20 May

I would like to share this reflection by Gary Hopkins which featured on the UK Methodists Facebook page called ‘Lockdown: lament and tell your story’
Just take a moment to pause.  These past two months have been tough.  But you are here, present in this moment, among friends and loved dearly by God.  But even with our faith in God it's not an easy time.  Some people have said, 'We're all in the same boat,' but we're not really.  We're each in our own boat, but we are in the same storm.  The way lockdown has affected me, or you, your partner, your children, your neighbours, your friends is different.  Each of us has our own story to tell about lockdown.
Some have lost loved ones and struggled mourning alone, or had to attend funerals with only a few gathered.  Others have been ill or watched loved ones suffer with illness.  Some have seen their incomes disappear, or their job security crumble away.  Others have suffered with anxiety or depression, fearing the future or worrying about whether we'll tackle the virus.  We each have our own story to tell about lockdown.
We cannot ignore the pain and suffering.  We cannot ignore our journeys through lockdown.  We cannot ignore the reality of the present situation no more than ancient Israel could forget their time in the wilderness or their time in exile: the time when they felt God had turned from them.  Had God turned from them?  They thought it and they were not afraid to say it.  They lamented.  They called upon God.  In the Psalm, the author calls out to God in distress.  In Jesus' distress on the cross he echoed the Psalm when he said, 'Into your hands I commit my spirit.'  In their distress, they still believed God's hands were a place of safety, a place of refuge.  They believed that God would save them from the hands of suffering and pain, holding them in God's own hands.
Our hands, washed more frequently as a place germs can dwell, become the hands which reach out to help others: the hands which dial the telephone to make a call to see how someone is; the hands which use computers and phones to text, email, Zoom; the hands which drop shopping to others; the hands which wave to a stranger in the street.  Our hands become Jesus' hands as we reach out in love.  
Belonging to the community of Christ's people does not mean we are relieved from the suffering of the world.  We are in the world and just as Jesus suffered, we feel the pain of what happens.  We feel pain and loss just like those around us.  We don't have to pretend we're okay just because we're Christian.  It's our right, our duty, to lament and honestly call out to God about the difficulties we and the world are faced with.
We're each in our own boat, journeying through lockdown.  There may be similarities in our journeys, but we each have our own story to tell about lockdown.  Some of us may have weathered the storm better than others.  Some of us may have suffered much pain.  Others may have been lightly touched by the suffering.  Some of us may be optimistic about the future.  Others may find more anguish in what we are experiencing.  That's okay.  Your journey is your journey.  Your story is yours to be told.
And as each of us has our own journey, each person across the world has their own journey. And our hands can reach out to those near and far.  Christian Aid can help us to reach to those in desperate need at this time: those people who already live in awful circumstances who will find themselves flung even further into suffering through coronavirus.  It is up to each of us to decide how we can use our hands to help others, whether near and far, and Christian Aid is one way we can.
Jesus' early disciples were a pretty rough bunch of folk.  They rarely got it right.  Yet they were chosen to be lights in the world.  Jesus knew the challenges they would face.  But they knew the hope he could offer: they'd seen the signs in all the work he'd done through miracles and healings.  As his last hours lingered, he told them, 'Do not let your hearts be troubled.  Believe in God, believe also in me.'  Jesus left those early disciples with a promise for all his followers throughout the ages: we are not left alone, we have a helper, an advocate, a presence within - the Holy Spirit, ensuring we are held in God's hands.  Through this advocate, using our own hands, we reach out in love to each other bringing the gospel of Christ to life.
That's the tension we hold in our lives.  We are God's children, each of us loved dearly, cared for and supported by God; but we also face the struggles of the world, the difficulties, the suffering that lurks all around us.  They are all part of our story: the ups and the downs; the difficult times and the times of immense happiness.  We take it all to God in prayer, the good, the bad, and the downright ugly.  We are called to be honest: honest to God and honest to each other.  As we journey in our boats through lockdown, let us tell our stories to each other - in their rawness, their reality.  But let's also remember, just as the Psalmist did, that while we might be in distress, we are also held in God's hands.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Tuesday 19 May

I have a lot of magnets on my fridge – most of them are sayings with pictures of cats on but a few are spiritual quotes.  One of these is the quote: “God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference.”
I decided to research this quote for the blog and found that it was written by American theologian Reinhold Niebuhr in 1932.  The prayer spread quickly and was used by  Alcoholics Anonymous and other twelve-step programmes but that Niebuhr was very rarely given the credit for writing it.  Early versions had no title, but by 1955, it was being called the Serenity Prayer in publications of Alcoholics Anonymous.
One version, believed to have been written by Niebuhr, has two extra verses and I thought I would share that here:

And I end with a prayer by Rev David Loleng called ‘God who holds us in our anxiety’

God of grace and mercy,
be present with us as we face an unknown future
and as we walk paths untrodden.
In the ever-changing and uncertain world where we find ourselves,
help us to know and be assured that you are sovereign,
that you are all-knowing,
all-powerful and ever-present.
We know you are a good God
who holds us in our anxiety and distress
and who has a plan for our future.
Calm our hearts and minds and give us hope in you,
our only certain hope.
We pray in the name of our Lord, Jesus Christ.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Monday 18 May

So it is the start of a new week and also the 2 month anniversary of this blog.  I must admit that when I first started writing it, I did not expect it to be so well received.  Also, probably rather optimistically, I had hoped that normal service would have now been resumed.  Although things are slowly getting back to normal for some, I think it is unlikely that I will be allowed out until August.  I would really like to continue this daily blog until then but my ideas are drying up so if you have any pictures, quotes or stories please send them to me at katedickinson72@gmail.com

I think this quote is very appropriate for the start of a new week.  It can be easy to carry the baggage of the previous week into a new week but this can then make the week even harder.  We need to try and learn from what we can from that baggage, leave the rest and move into a new week lighter and happier than we finished the previous week.
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 And I close today with a prayer from the Faith and Worship website:

Bless the week ahead.
May its challenges not overwhelm us,
Circumstances not discourage us,
and in all things may we remember,
you are with us in our journeying,
your love our fuel,
your word our guide,
today and always,
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Sunday 17 May

For the past few Sundays, I have written a reflection and shared prayers based on the lectionary reading.   For whatever reason, maybe my lack of preaching lately, I could not come up with anything based on this week’s reading which is John chapter 14 verses 15 to 21.  Instead I have decided to share this quote from Joshua 19 which I have always found very helpful to me especially in times of high anxiety.

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I end with prayers of intercession taken from the Church of England website:

Let us pray to the Lord,
who is our refuge and stronghold.
For the health and well-being of our nation,
that all who are fearful and anxious
may be at peace and free from worry:
Lord, hear us,
Lord, graciously hear us.
For the isolated and housebound,
that we may be alert to their needs,
and care for them in their vulnerability:
Lord, hear us,
Lord, graciously hear us.
For our homes and families,
our schools and young people,
and all in any kind of need or distress:
Lord, hear us,
Lord, graciously hear us.
For a blessing on our local community,
that our neighbourhoods may be places of trust and friendship,
where all are known and cared for:
Lord, hear us,
Lord, graciously hear us.
We commend ourselves, and all for whom we pray,
to the mercy and protection of God.
Merciful Father,
accept these prayers
for the sake of your Son,
our Saviour Jesus Christ.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Saturday 16 May 2020

In Lockdown, people are finding new ways of doing things and one of these is singing together.  A group of people will film themselves singing a certain piece and then these will all be edited together to give the impression of a choir singing together.
Last Sunday, the Methodist Church held the Big Sing in aid of All We Can.  I t featured a number of songs including Blessed Assurance and To God be the Glory.  The final song was 10,000 reasons by Matt Redman.  This was led by the National Methodist Choir of Great Britain and the National Methodist Youth Brass Band playing in their own homes along with Methodists all over the country who had filmed themselves singing.  It was amazing to see everyone singing together praising God even though they were miles apart.  The whole event can be seen here:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YYpetz4UK0&feature=youtu.be&fbclid=IwAR10W8bQKxK9TbxdC-uI09qKc4TsRliEw3-VryeuyUzKPGUSSltdegycpxI

I really like the words to 10,000 reasons by Matt Redman so thought I would share the words here:
Bless the Lord oh my soul
Oh my soul
Worship His Holy name
Sing like never before
Oh my soul
I'll worship Your Holy name

The sun comes up
It's a new day dawning
It's time to sing Your song again
Whatever may pass
And whatever lies before me
Let me be singing
When the evening comes

You're rich in love
And You're slow to anger
Your name is great
And Your heart is kind
For all Your goodness
I will keep on singing
Ten thousand reasons
For my heart to find

And on that day
When my strength is failing
The end draws near
And my time has come
Still my soul will
Sing Your praise unending
Ten thousand years
And then forevermore

Yes I'll worship Your Holy name
I'll worship Your Holy name

Sing like never before
Oh my soul
I'll worship Your Holy name
Jesus I will worship Your Holy name
Worship Your Holy name

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Friday 15 May 2020

Life has changed for many of us in so many ways but today I want to focus on a couple of positive ways my life has changed. 

It is no secret that I love cake and even in lockdown I have continued to enjoy the cakes that I have had delivered by friends.  However as I was having trouble getting a supermarket slot, I decided to try a fruit and veg box delivery.   I will admit I did have to ask someone to identify some of the vegetables for me and I did have to rehome the bananas, (due to my rather strange phobia of them), but otherwise it has been a success.  I am now eating more fruit and vegetables than ever before and actually enjoying them.  Those of you that know me will know that this is a massive change!

Now to my second change: I have always said that the best thing that could happen to my large garden was for it to be concreted over as it has never been a place where I would want to spend time.  I think not being able to leave the house at all now has actually forced me to spend time in the garden and I am actually enjoying the time spent out there.  I have done a few little jobs and also sat and enjoyed afternoon tea on V E Day.  I am now grateful for it rather than thinking of it as a burden.

Those are two ways I have embraced change – what are the ways that you have embraced change or could embrace change?


And I end today with a prayer based on Deuteronomy chapter 31 verses 8:
Oh Lord, I am unsure of where life is taking me right now, but I embrace the changes!
I embrace the change because I know that You will lead me and be with me.
I bless Your Name knowing that You will not fail me or abandon me, so I will not lose courage or be afraid.
I will not worry because I know that You are in control, You see what changes I am going through because You are with me.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Thursday 14 May 2020

I am going to share a modern parable that I like to use so you may have heard it before.  It is really meant for Easter Sunday but seeing as we are still in Easter, according to the lectionary, I think that it will count!
Three trees on a wooded hill were discussing their hopes and dreams.  The first tree said, “Someday I hope to be a treasure chest.  People could fill me with gold, silver and precious gems.  They could decorate me with intricate carvings and everyone would see its beauty.”
The second tree said, “Someday I will be a mighty ship.  I will take kings and queens across the seas and sail to unknown places.  Everyone will feel safe because of the strength of my hull.”
Finally, the third tree said, “I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest.  People will see me on top of a hill, look up to my branches and think of the heavens and God.  They will remember me as the greatest tree of all time.”
After years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees.  One came to the first tree and said, “This looks like a strong tree. I can sell the wood to a carpenter.”  After being cut down, the tree was happy because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest.
At the second tree a woodsman said, “This looks like a strong tree. I can sell it to the shipyard.”  The second tree was happy because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship.
When the woodsmen came upon the third tree, the tree was frightened because he knew that if they cut him down, his dreams would not come true.  A woodsman said, “I don't need anything special from this tree so I'll just take it back with me.”
When the first tree arrived at the carpenters, they made it into a feed box for animals.  It was then placed in a barn and filled with hay.  They cut the second tree and made a small fishing boat.  They cut the third tree into large pieces and left it alone in the dark.
The years went by, and the trees forgot their dreams.  Then one day, a man and woman came to the barn.  She gave birth and they placed the baby in the feed box made from the first tree.  The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time.
Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree.  One man went to sleep.  A great storm arose and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe.  The men woke the sleeping man.  He stood and said “Be calm” and the storm stopped.  At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat.
Finally, someone came and got the third tree.  It was carried through the streets as the people mocked the man who was carrying it.  Later, they nailed the man to the tree and raised him up to die at the top of a hill.  On the third day, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as was possible.  Jesus had been crucified on it.
God has a plan each of us – we may not understand what that is at the present moment, in the current circumstances, but if we put our trust in God, He will always give us what is best for us.
 And I end with a blessing taken from ‘Jeff’s blog’:
May you trust in God’s promises to his people:
even when they are difficult to believe.
May you know that God’s news is good news,
even when people tell you it is not.
And when you encounter doubt,
may you strengthen your belief
guiding you in his perfect wisdom and counsel.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love,



Wednesday 13 May 2020

I try, not always successfully, to spend some time a day reading my bible with the aid of bible notes.  Last year, I found that I quite liked readings by the Irish Jesuits and so brought a book of readings to follow this year.  However, I have struggled to connect with them like I had hoped and to be honest have not gained much from them, especially since lockdown began.  A week or so ago I heard someone say that they found the Psalms particularly helpful in times like these, so I have started reading Praying with the Psalms by Eugene Paterson and find that I connect with these and they are relevant for these times.
The reading for 5th May focused on the first verse of Psalm 64: Hear my voice, O God, in my complaint; preserve my life from the dread enemy.
The brief reflection said ‘we do not have to dress up inwardly or outwardly when we come to God in prayer.  We do not have to hide our anger, suppress our distress, or mask our irritability.  It is alright to complain to God.’
I have done a fair bit of complaining to God in these past few weeks as well as asking why?  It is comforting to know that He hears all my prayers and knows how I am feeling but accepts me and loves me just the same.

And I end with the prayer that concluded the reflection:
I am so used to hiding the feelings and thoughts that others may find unacceptable, O God, that I even try to do it with you.  Keep me honest in my prayers.  You know how to deal with such as me.  I do not fear your rejection, and I hope in your salvation.  Amen
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Tuesday 12 May 2020

So this blog has now been going for about 7 weeks with a regular online readership of around 30 people.  I like to check the viewing history every now and again to make sure that people are still finding the blog worth looking at and if some posts are more popular than others.

So imagine my surprise when I saw this blog had over 1300 views last Wednesday.  After checking it a few times, I contacted our web guru who thought it was a glitch but contacted our web hosting company to check.  Apparently it was not a glitch and could have been because the page may have been picked up by a search engine or an attempt by hackers to break the system.  Numbers have gone back to normal now but it makes you wonder just who else has read this page and where they are from.

Just in case this blog is viewed wider than Knebworth, I thought I would share this reflection on social distancing across the world from Brother Richard Hendrick called Lockdown: A Reflection

Yes there is fear.
Yes there is isolation.
Yes there is panic buying.
Yes there is sickness.
Yes there is even death.
They say that in Wuhan after so many years of noise
You can hear the birds again.
They say that after just a few weeks of quiet
The sky is no longer thick with fumes
But blue and grey and clear.
They say that in the streets of Assisi
People are singing to each other
across the empty squares,
keeping their windows open
so that those who are alone
may hear the sounds of family around them.
They say that a hotel in the West of Ireland
Is offering free meals and delivery to the housebound.
Today a young woman I know
is busy spreading flyers with her number
through the neighbourhood
So that the elders may have someone to call on.
Today Churches, Synagogues, Mosques and Temples
are preparing to welcome
and shelter the homeless, the sick, the weary
All over the world people are slowing down and reflecting
All over the world people are looking at their neighbours in a new way
All over the world people are waking up to a new reality
To how big we really are.
To how little control we really have.
To what really matters.
To Love.
So we pray and we remember that
Yes there is fear.
But there does not have to be hate.
Yes there is isolation.
But there does not have to be loneliness.
Yes there is panic buying.
But there does not have to be meanness.
Yes there is sickness.
But there does not have to be disease of the soul
Yes there is even death.
But there can always be a rebirth of love.
Wake to the choices you make as to how to live now.
Today, breathe.
Listen, behind the factory noises of your panic
The birds are singing again
The sky is clearing,
Spring is coming,
And we are always encompassed by Love.
Open the windows of your soul
And though you may not be able
to touch across the empty square,

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Monday 11 May 2020

Sometimes it is okay not to be okay and I would like to share this from Facebook:
Pooh woke up that morning, and, for reasons that he didn't entirely understand, couldn't stop the tears from coming.  He sat there in bed, his little body shaking, and he cried, and cried, and cried.
Amidst his sobs, the phone rang.
It was Piglet.
"Oh Piglet," said Pooh, between sobs, in response to his friend's gentle enquiry as to how he was doing.  "I just feel so Sad.  So, so, Sad, almost like I might not ever be happy again.  And I know that I shouldn't be feeling like this.  I know there are so many people who have it worse off than me, and so I really have no right to be crying, with my lovely house, and my lovely garden, and the lovely woods all around me.  But oh, Piglet: I am just SO Sad."
Piglet was silent for a while, as Pooh's ragged sobbing filled the space between them.  Then, as the sobs turned to gasps, he said, kindly:  "You know, it isn't a competition."
"What isn't a competition?" asked a confused sounding Pooh.
"Sadness.  Fear.  Grief," said Piglet.  "It's a mistake we often make, all of us.  To think that, because there are people who are worse off than us, that that somehow invalidates how we are feeling.  But that simply isn't true.  You have as much right to feel unhappy as the next person; and, Pooh - and this is the really important bit - you also have just as much right to get the help that you need."
"Help?  What help?" asked Pooh.  "I don't need help, Piglet.  Do I?"
Pooh and Piglet talked for a long time, and Piglet suggested to Pooh some people that he might be able to call to talk to, because when you are feeling Sad, one of the most important things is not to let all of the Sad become trapped inside you, but instead to make sure that you have someone who can help you, who can talk through with you how the Sad is making you feeling, and some of the things that might be able to be done to support you with that.
What's more, Piglet reminded Pooh that this support is there for absolutely everyone, that there isn't a minimum level of Sad that you have to be feeling before you qualify to speak to someone.
Finally, Piglet asked Pooh to open his window and look up at the sky, and Pooh did so.
"You see that sky?" Piglet asked his friend.  "Do you see the blues and the golds and that big fluffy cloud that looks like a sheep eating a carrot?"
Pooh looked, and he could indeed see the blues and the golds and the big fluffy cloud that looked like a sheep eating a carrot.
"You and I," continued Piglet, "we are both under that same sky. And so, whenever the Sad comes, I want you to look up at that sky, and know that, however far apart we might be physically...we are also, at the same time, together.  Perhaps, more together than we have ever been before."
"Do you think this will ever end?" asked Pooh in a small voice.
"This too shall pass," confirmed Piglet. "And I promise you, one day, you and I shall once again sit together, close enough to touch, sharing a little smackerel of something...under that blue gold sky.
If like Pooh you are struggling, then please reach out to someone.
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And I end with a prayer from the Church of England:
Keep us, good Lord,
under the shadow of your mercy
in this time of uncertainty and distress.
Sustain and support the anxious and fearful,
and lift up all who are brought low;
that we may rejoice in your comfort
knowing that nothing can separate us from your love
in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Keep safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Sunday 10 May 2020

The lectionary reading for today is John chapter 14 verses 1 to 14: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john+14&version=NRSV
This poem called The Way, the Truth, and the Life by Linda Kruschke is based on the reading:
Your way to the cross
Made the Way for us
To return to You
Being forgiven
Redeemed and restored
Your truth on the cross
Showed the Truth of Your love
For all us sinners
Even the thief
Who was promised Paradise
Your life given on the cross
Gave eternal Life to all
When You took it up again
At the resurrection
If only we believe
We come to the Father
Only through You
You are the Way
Your Way is the Truth
Your Truth gives us Life
The Father welcomes all

And I end with a blessing:
Don’t let your hearts be troubled.
Trust in God, and in God’s son, Jesus Christ,
who is the way, the truth and the life,
and through whom we come to know the Father.
And may the blessing of God,
the grace of Jesus Christ,
and the presence of the Holy Spirit
go with you as you leave this place.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Saturday 9 May 2020

Some of you may know that this week I have undergone a physical transformation.  My hair was getting long and uncomfortable and because I know that I won’t be able to go to a hairdresser until at least the end of July, I made the decision to shave my hair.  Not only is it much more comfortable but thanks to people’s generosity I raised over £500 for the National Hospital for Neurology and Neurosurgery. 

I may have undergone a physical transformation this week but this is nothing compared to the internal transformation that I have been going through over the past few years.  You have probably heard me speak about this before but I have gone from someone who was in a very dark place and really didn’t like herself to someone who has learnt to love herself, reach out to others and enjoy life.  As the quote below says it took patience and was hard work but thanks to the grace and love of God, I have been transformed and am still being transformed day by day.  


And I end with a prayer based on Romans chapter 12 verse 2:
Dear Lord,
I pray that I do not become like the world.
I pray that I am transformed by the renewing of my mind that I may learn to understand Your will for my life, which is good and pleasing and perfect.
I thank You for my spiritual growth and transformation, help me focus on the godly values and ethical attitudes that will help me flourish spiritually, emotionally and mentally.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Friday 8 May 2020

As I have said before I am struggling to remember what day it is and this has been compounded as May Day Bank holiday has moved from Monday to today – however even though it is a Bank Holiday, I don’t think today will be much different from previous days!
The reason the Bank Holiday was moved was to ensure that the long weekend would coincide with the extended 75th anniversary celebrations of the surrender of Nazi Germany, which ended the Second World War in Europe.
As part of the VE Day commemorations, more than 20,000 pubs were going to encourage drinkers to toast the heroes of the war, while churches were set to take part in a Ringing Out For Peace.
However, like all other mass gatherings and general activities involving leaving our homes, all public VE Day events have now been cancelled.  However, here are a couple of suggestions as to what we can do to take part from our homes:
  • The Royal British Legion is calling on people across the UK to join in a moment of reflection and Remembrance at 11am on Friday 8th May, the 75th Anniversary of VE Day, and pause for a Two Minute Silence.
  • People are also encouraged all to take part in the ‘Nation’s Toast to the Heroes of WW2’ at 3pm today, by standing up and raising a glass of their refreshment of choice and undertaking the following ‘Toast’ – “To those who gave so much, we thank you,” using this unique opportunity to pay tribute to the many millions at home and abroad that gave so much to ensure we all enjoy and share the freedom we have today.
Today may be very different than planned but whatever our plans are may we take time to remember those who gave so much.
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I end today with a prayer for VE Day from the Act of Commitment for Peace:
Lord God our Father,
we pledge ourselves to serve you and all humankind,
in the cause of peace,
for the relief of want and suffering,
and for the praise of your name.
Guide us by your Spirit;
give us wisdom;
give us courage;
give us hope;
and keep us faithful now and always.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Thursday 7 May 2020

I came across this quote on Facebook:

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Anne and her family had moved to the Netherlands in the years leading up to World War II to escape persecution in Germany.  After the Germans invaded the Netherlands in 1940, the Franks were forced into hiding along with another family called the van Daans, and a friend named Mr. Dussel. They moved into a small secret annex above Otto Frank’s office where they had stockpiled food and supplies.  The employees from Otto’s firm kept them supplied with food, medicine, and information about the outside world.

Anne’s diary begins on her thirteenth birthday, June 12, 1942, and ends on August 1 1944.  Throughout this time her diary entries move from detailed accounts of basic activities to deeper, more profound thoughts about humanity and her own personal nature.
The Frank family were arrested on August 4, 1944 and were sent to concentration camps.  Anne’s father Otto was the family’s sole survivor, and he recovered Anne’s diary from Miep and fulfilled her wishes by publishing the diary.

On March 7, 1944, after almost two years in hiding, Anne wrote:
“And in the evening, when I lie in bed and end my prayers with the words, ‘I thank you, God, for all that is good and dear and beautiful,’ I am filled with joy.”
Despite all that she was going through, this shows how thankful Anne was and as the quote above says, it puts into perspective what we are going through at the moment.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Wednesday 6 May 2020

Yesterday I talked about how the Methodist Church have been using the hashtag #loveyourself on their Facebook page.  Alternating with this, they are using the hashtag #loveyourneighbour giving tips on alternate days on how you can love your neighbour.  I know it is something that I have mentioned in previous blogs but I thought I would mention it again, as it is so important especially at the moment, and share some of the tips with you:
  • If you’re ordering a takeaway to be delivered to you, why not use the opportunity to remember those who are struggling for money and food at the moment.  There are many amazing charities working to help those people, so consider donating as you enjoy your meal!
  • Making different meals and using things up from the cupboard or freezer has become common in the last few weeks.  If you have been creative, do share the recipe as an act of virtual hospitality to your social media friends.
  • Before you go shopping next, see if your neighbour needs anything.  Post a note through, and ask if there’s anything you can get for them.
  • When walking, pick up a stone, pebble, or something else to remind you of a place you pass through.  Take it home and leave it somewhere you can see it.  When you do, pray for the area you found it and ask God to bring peace to that space. 
  • In the TV show, the Great British Bake Off, Paul Hollywood shakes a contestant’s hand when they have done an exceptional job.  Whose hand would you like to virtually shake for being an excellent neighbour, friend, colleague, or community member?  Message them to tell them why.
  • Methodist Homes and other amazing organisations are still providing essential care services.  Write a letter to your nearest home, thanking the staff there for their incredible work.

And I will finish with a prayer for togetherness by Revd. Bill Anderson, a Minister from the Dudley and Netherton Circuit.
Great God of love,
In these strange days in which your whole world is wondering how to deal with a virus,
Help us to hold onto You,
God who is with us,
Help us to understand more clearly what it is to love our neighbour,
Those who stand with us to applaud the National Health Service and carers,
Those we greet cheerily on our walk and in the supermarket queue,
Those we may never meet who live in challenging places in the world,
And in growing understanding, help us to act justly, love generously and walk with you following Jesus,
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Tuesday 5 May 2020

On The Methodist Church Facebook page, on alternate days, they post a tip of the day using the hashtag #loveyourself.  Just an aside, for those of you who don’t use social media, a hashtag is used on social media such as twitter to identify messages on a specific topic.

Here are a few of the tips posted by the Methodist Church using the hashtag #loveyourself:
  • If you’re struggling to find positives at the moment, try the “Yes, but” game. Each time you feel down or have a negative thought, follow it with, “Yes, but,” and speak out something good that you can see, hear, or think (Another aside: this made me think of Vicky Pollard, a character from Little Britain who would always say ‘yes but no but’)
  • In these current times, we might be having some good days, and some not so good days. On the good days, look out for those not doing so well, and on the days that are more of a struggle, reach out to someone having a better day and ask for their encouragement.
  • Many people have been creating rainbows to stick in their windows, so people passing by will see them. If you haven’t yet, take some time today to draw and colour in a rainbow, reflecting on God’s promises in your life as you do.
  • Just as the rivers in Venice are clear for the first time in years, what small, positive things can you reflect on and give thanks to God for in this moment?
  • Grab some paper and a pen. Even if you don’t think you can draw, start to doodle and see what shapes emerge. Be mindful of this simple act of creation and reflect on the larger Creator God who is with us.
  • Try sitting in a different room, chair or position at the same time each day. Be mindful of the different perspective as you reflect or pray, and thank God for the things you can see that might go unnoticed in your normal day-to-day.
  • Take a break from the screens in your life. Spend an hour without them and see if you find it easy or hard. This can be a helpful way of noticing things you might otherwise have missed.

And I end with a prayer called ‘Is it okay?’ written by Cathy Bird, Superintendent of Stockport United Circuit.
Is it okay if I am struggling right now?
Missing my friends and I’ve no idea how to use zoom
Is it okay if I’m actually enjoying lockdown?
I can write and bake and watch tv all day, it’s great.
Is it okay if I’m not being very productive?
I don’t really want to learn yoga or write songs.
Is it okay that I find myself resenting others who can be working?
I would love to be busy myself rather than furloughed.
Is it okay I just find myself worrying about my own family?
I can’t possibly help my own community when I am trying to keep my children occupied and taking food to my elderly mum.
Never more so than now do we need the assurance of your unconditional love.
Thank you that no matter how we find ourselves at this time that you accept us, you challenge us and you forgive us.
And you walk with us through this time of trial.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Monday 4 May 2020

I would like to share a song today written by David Crowder called ‘Come As You Are: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnZrRunTjjI
I first heard this song last Sunday when I was listening to a service broadcast from Oasis Waterloo.  I felt drawn to it the first time I heard it but feel even more connected to now. 
On Wednesday I had a letter from my hospital in London telling me that I have to ‘shield’ at home and not go out for the next 12 weeks at least.  This was very hard to read as I have already been staying in as much as possible for the last 6 weeks and to know it was at least another 12 weeks, and I couldn't even go to the postbox, was quite upsetting.   The first four lines of this song really resonated with me as well as the phrase ‘come as you’ and have helped me to get back on track.    
Come out of sadness
From wherever you’ve been
Come broken hearted
Let rescue begin
Come find your mercy
Oh sinner come kneel
Earth has no sorrow
That heaven can’t heal
Earth has no sorrow
That heaven can’t heal
So lay down your burdens
Lay down your shame
All who are broken
Lift up your face
Oh wanderer come home
You’re not too far
So lay down your hurt
Lay down your heart
Come as you are
There’s hope for the hopeless
And all those who’ve strayed
Come sit at the table
Come taste the grace
There’s rest for the weary
Rest that endures
Earth has no sorrow
That heaven can’t cure
So lay down your burdens
Lay down your shame
All who are broken
Lift up your face
Oh wanderer come home
You’re not too far
So lay down your hurt
Lay down your heart
Come as you are
Come as you are
Fall in his arms
Come as you are
There’s joy for the morning
Oh sinner be still
Earth has no sorrow
That heaven can’t heal
Earth has no sorrow
That heaven can’t heal
So lay down your burdens
Lay down your shame
All who are broken
Lift up your face
Oh wanderer come home
You’re not too far
So lay down your hurt
Lay down your heart
Come as you are
Come as you are
Come as you are
And to end, a prayer from the Church of England website:
Keep us, good Lord,
under the shadow of your mercy
in this time of uncertainty and distress.
Sustain and support the anxious and fearful,
and lift up all who are brought low;
that we may rejoice in your comfort
knowing that nothing can separate us from your love
in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Stay strong, safe and secure in God’s love

Sunday 3 May 2020

Today’s lectionary reading is from John 10.1-10: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john+10&version=NIV
In this reading, Jesus speaks of a shepherd whose sheep know his voice and follow him away from danger.  The Pharisees do not understand that Jesus is referring to himself. He also says that he is the gate of the sheepfold, and whoever enters by him will be saved.
I would like to start by sharing a story:
There once was a shepherd that lived in the Scottish highlands.  This shepherd had a daughter and he would take her with him when he went out on the moors to take care of the sheep.  The thing that the little girl liked best was to hear the call of shepherd.  His voice sounded so free and beautiful as carried across the valleys of the moors.
As the years passed the little girl grew up and determined to build a life for herself, went off to the big city.   When she arrived, she would write home to her parents every week.  But as life began to take her by the hand, her letters soon dropped off in their frequency and soon there were none.
Rumours begin to filter back home to the shepherd and his wife that their daughter had started hanging out with some unsavoury characters and they were having a very negative influence on her life.  One day one of the boys from back home ran into her in the city streets and she acted as if she did not even know him.  When the old shepherd heard this, he gathered a few things together and dressed in his rough shepherd’s clothes, went to the city to find his daughter.
For days on end he looked for her.  He looked everywhere; the estates, the rows of houses, the markets, the pubs, and everywhere in between but with no luck.  He became very discouraged with the thought that he had lost his daughter to the evil city.
So he started the long trek back home, just as he was on the outskirts of the city, he remembered that his daughter had always loved to hear the voice of the shepherd calling out to the sheep.
So he turned around and motivated by his sorrow and his love, he began to walk the streets again.  His voice rang out the shepherds call. The people all looked at him as if he had gone mad.
However it wasn’t too long as he walked the streets of one of the estates that inside of one of those houses his daughter, sitting amongst those who had led her astray, heard his voice.  With great astonishment on her face she heard that call of the voice of the shepherd, the voice of her father calling out to her.  She leaped up and rushed out to the street and ran into the arms of that old shepherd, her father.  He then took her back home to the Highlands of Scotland and back to the life that she had there.

This is a story is an example of what happens to those who hear the voice of a shepherd and follow him.  We need a shepherd and thankfully we have Jesus.  I preached on this topic three years ago at Benington Methodist Church and thought I would share here about how sheep respond to a shepherd’s voice and how we can do the same and respond to God’s voice.
In Israel, where the grass has difficulty in growing, sheep must know their shepherd as they need to follow him around so that they have grass to graze on.  A visitor to Israel noticed that three shepherds stopped to talk to each other and their three flocks mingled into one large flock.  They wondered how each shepherd would be able to tell their sheep apart.  However, as each shepherd called out to his sheep, the sheep separated into three flocks.
The shepherd knows each sheep, its character, markings and even its likes and dislikes.  The sheep know the shepherd’s voice so well that they will respond to it and no other voice.
Just as the shepherd calls his sheep, Jesus calls us and we listen.  We can listen to our shepherd in many ways; reading the bible, attending worship, sharing fellowship with each other and prayer.
In today’s society and with all that is happening currently with corona virus, it can be hard to discern the voice of our shepherd.  We may have so much going round in our heads such as different emotions, worries about health or money that there is so much noise in our head that God’s voice is drowned out.
Also in today’s society, God’s voice is not the only voice.  We have the voices of the mass media through the television, newspapers and the internet.  We need to try and not focus on these voices but on the voice of God.  We need to become a bit like sheep and need to focus on the word of God our shepherd and the way that he instructs us to live and not listen to the voices of strangers that may take us off the right path.
And let us finish with a prayer:
Lord, I do not know what it is like to be a sheep
but I do know what it is like to need a shepherd:
to feel that someone cares,
to know there is someone who will listen to me –
someone I can trust;
someone who understands me
and wants the best for me.
Lord, I can be stubborn like a sheep
and I can be afraid and I can be vulnerable.
Please meet me where I am today
in all my hopes and longings
and be my good shepherd.

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Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Saturday 2 May 2020

When I preach and that hasn’t been for some months now, I like to use ‘stories’ to illustrate the sermon and thought I would share this illustration with you today.
There were 4 young men, all Bible College students, who were renting a house together. One Saturday morning someone knocked on their door and when they opened it, there stood a bedraggled-looking old man.  His eyes were kind of marbleised and he had a silvery stub of whiskers on his face.
His clothes were ragged and torn.  His shoes didn’t match.  In fact, they were both for the same foot.  And he carried a wicker basket full of unappealing vegetables that he was trying to sell.  The boys felt sorry for him and bought some of his vegetables just to help him out. Then he went on his way.
But from that time on, every Saturday he appeared at their door with his basket of vegetables.  As the boys got to know him a little bit better, they began inviting him in to visit a while before continuing on his rounds.  They soon discovered that his eyes looked marbleised, not because of drugs or alcohol, but because of cataracts.  They learned that he lived just down the street in an old shack.  They also found out that he could play the harmonica and that he loved to play Christian hymns and that he really loved God.
So every Saturday they would invite him in.  He would play his harmonica and they would sing Christian hymns together. They became good friends and the boys began trying to work out ways to help him.
One Saturday morning, right in the middle of all their singing and praising, he suddenly said to them, "God is so good!"
And they all agreed, "Yes, God is so good."
He went on, "You know why he is so good?"
They said, "Why?"
He said, "Because yesterday, when I got up and opened my door, there were boxes full of clothes, shoes, coats and gloves. Yes, God is so good!"
And the boys smiled at each other & chimed in, "Yes, God is so good."
He went on, "You know why He is so good?"
They answered, "You already told us why. What more?"
He said, "Because I found a family who could use those things and I gave them all away."
I have used this story in the past to illustrate the theme of loving our neighbours.  However, since I used this story I have come across a real life example of someone who has had very little himself but now does all he can to give to others.
Shane who was himself homeless set up Feed Up Warm Up.  Feed Up Warm Up provide drop-in centres once a week in both Hitchin and Stevenage where those in need can get food, clothing, care and support.   They also go out into the community at all hours to help those in need and provide care on the spot across the county.
The services of Feed Up Warm Up are really needed at this time as more and more people are struggling financially and getting food is a challenge for many.  Despite the requirements in place to socially distance making things harder for them, Feed Up Warm Up are doing all they can do help those in need. 
More details about them and how you can help can be found here: http://www.feedupwarmup.co.uk/
And I end with a prayer from the Church of England website:
Lord Jesus Christ,
you taught us to love our neighbour,
and to care for those in need
as if we were caring for you.
In this time of anxiety, give us strength
to comfort the fearful, to tend the sick,
and to assure the isolated
of our love, and your love,
for your name’s sake.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Friday 1 May 2020

One of the things that has come up in discussions with the young people of One Truth Youth is that they wish that the news on our televisions and in the newspapers would cover good news stories instead of bad.   At the moment now than ever, the news seems full of stories about Coronavirus with very little positive news.  However, one positive story that has shone through is the story of Captain Tom Moore who has raised millions for the NHS.
I would like to share some other positive stories:
While India is on Lockdown, hundreds of thousands of undisturbed sea turtles came ashore for the first time in years to lay 60 million eggs.
Australian scuba divers have stopped running tours due to the Coronavirus and instead are planting new corals along the Great Barrier Reef.
Experts expect that lockdown may lead to the biggest fall in CO2 emissions since World War 2.
The best bit of news and one that you would never hear read out on BBC or ITV news is that God loves each of us so much that He sent His only Son Jesus Christ to die for each of us on the Cross.  In the bad times that we are having at the moment, that is something that we can focus upon.
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And a prayer of thanksgiving to finish:
Dear God,
Thank you for your amazing power and work in our lives,
Thank you for your goodness and for your blessings over us.
Thank you that you are able to bring hope through even the toughest of times, strengthening us for your purposes.
Thank you for your great love and care.
Thank you for your mercy and grace.
Thank you that you are always with us and will never leave us.
Thank you for your incredible sacrifice so that we might have freedom and life.
Forgive us for when we don't thank you enough, for who you are, for all that you do, for all that you've given.
Help us to set our eyes and our hearts on you afresh.
Renew our spirits, fill us with your peace and joy.
We love you and we need you, this day and every day.
We give you praise and thanks, for You alone are worthy!
In Jesus' Name,

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Thursday 30 April 2020

I would like to share today a reflection written by Jim Wallis which was inspired by the various sections of the prayer that Jesus taught his disciples in Matthew chapter 6 verses 5 to 15 and Luke chapter 11 verses 1 to 13.

Praying during a Pandemic

Lord, we confess our sadness and our fears.  We feel stuck, trapped inside, overwhelmed, helpless, and even hopeless.  Help us to believe that our present does not control our future, that we can look forward and not just backward.  Enable us to change our situation now by bringing the future into it. Only the radical values of your new order — of love and justice — will bring your kingdom into our community right now, lived in this and all moments. Inspire and sustain us to bring your kingdom to earth even right now — in this moment of crisis.
Lord, in this moment we pray especially for those fighting on the front lines of the pandemic — our nurses, doctors, and other health care professionals — to save as many lives as they can.  Shelter them from this virus and grant your healing mercies to those who will inevitably get sick despite their best efforts to protect themselves.  Help our government and society mobilise to provide the protective and medical equipment they need to keep up as best they can with the onslaught of patients that is already here or on its way.  And help those of us not in the health care sector to do the most important thing we can to protect them and lessen the severity of the strain they face — help us to stay home.
Lord, we are all ultimately afraid of hunger, and that fear grows during a time of modern plague when we see even more people going without their daily bread and suffering from food insecurity.  Give us the strength not to hoard, but the courage to share what we have in order to provide daily bread for all.  There is always enough for all if we find the creative personal, communal, and political ways to share it together.  Lord, we know that we find you and each other at the table, so please make us hungry for larger tables.  Even in times of social distance, show us how our daily bread can bring us together.
Lord, we owe you everything.  You have forgiven our sins and trespasses, and for that, we are indebted to you.  You have asked us to forgive others for their sins and trespasses, and perhaps their debts, too.  Help us all to ask what a prayer for debtors would mean in this health and economic crisis.  Where can we forgive the debts of others when we have the opportunity to do so?  Oh God, how do we treat others the way you have treated us?  How can we follow your lead in our relationships with others, with our neighbours during a pandemic?  Lord have mercy, Lord teach us to have mercy — right now.
Lord, forgive us for the temptation to retreat from our neighbours in this health crisis, taking social distance into social withdrawal from the most vulnerable.  Forgive those who feel exempt from this disease and therefore exempt from any responsibility for those who get sick. Forgive those who value economic activity over public health, and who are willing to sacrifice the worth of other human lives for their own political economic gain.
Because we know what your kingdom on earth brings, give us the hope of that kingdom in our hearts, lives, communities, and the nations.  Let that future we believe in help sustain us in the present, even when things we can’t control seem to dominate our lives.  Lord, help us to believe that the virus, the threats, the injustices, and the fears they create are NOT in control and never will be, “For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, now and forever.  Amen.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Wednesday 29 April 2020

Over the past few weeks when I have not been woken up by the cat jumping on me, I have been woken up by the sounds of the birds outside.   I seem to be able to hear them so much more clearly than before.  Some people can recognise birds by their individual songs, unfortunately I can’t but instead of just hearing a noise in the background as I did before, I hear a joyful tune.  

I thought the fact that I could hear the birds better was because of the A1M behind me being so quiet but actually I think that it only part of the reason.  I think because so much of what is ‘normal’ has been taken way including my routine and the usual everyday sounds of people and cars, I am able to focus more on sounds such as bird song and the wind in the trees.  I value these sounds now far more than I did before and they make me grateful to God for all he has created.

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And I end today with a prayer of praise and adoration taken from the Faith and Worship website:
This world and all within it
is part of your glorious plan,
devised and created in love
for your people to enjoy.
Such divine mystery;
Such wonder;
that you should consider
humankind so precious
and provide for our needs.
God of all, our creator,
our rock, our refuge,
our confidence and hope,
our rescuer and deliverer,
in whom we can rely,
we will praise your name today
and all days. Amen.
Keep safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Tuesday 28 April 2020

I first heard the quote below when I was training to be a Local Preacher.  At first I thought Julian of Norwich was a man but on one of my trips to Norwich I found out some more about her.


In 1373, when she was 30 years old, a woman began to have visionary experiences during a serious illness and a number of years later she wrote a brief account of the visions and what they meant to her.   In 1393, became an anchorite or religious recluse, living in a small cell attached to the parish church of St. Julian in Norwich which could be where her name came from.   She also wrote the book Revelations of Divine Love during her time in the cell.
I went to visit Julian’s ‘cell’, which was tiny, and in it was a dish of hazelnuts:

In one of her visions, Julian had the image of a hazelnut and wrote the following:
And in this he showed me something small, no bigger than a hazelnut, lying in the palm of my hand, as it seemed to me, and it was as round as a ball.  I looked at it with the eye of my understanding and thought: What can this be?  I was amazed that it could last, for I thought that because of its littleness it would suddenly have fallen into nothing.  And I was answered in my understanding:  It lasts and always will, because God loves it; and thus everything has been through the love of God.  In this little thing I saw three properties.  The first is that God made it, the second is that God loves it, the third is that God preserves it.  But what did I seein it?  It is that God is the Creator and the protector and the lover.  For until I am substantially united to him, I can never have perfect rest or true happiness, until, that is, I am so attached to him that there can be no created thing between my God and me.
For Julian, the hazelnut was a sign of hope, a sign of the power of God that sustains us.  In these difficult days what do you see as a sign of hope?
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Monday 27 April 2020

So yesterday the London Marathon would have been held.  It is the world’s biggest annual one-day fundraising event and last year raised £66.4 million pounds for charity.  Instead, the 2.6 Challenge has been launched and aims to get the public to come up with activities to compensate for the cancellation of fundraising events because of coronavirus.  The challenge hopes to inspire people to create their own athletic activities based around the numbers 2.6 or 26, which trigger donations from themselves or others.

Life at the moment seems more of a marathon than a sprint.  Days seem so long and drawn out and there seems to be no end point to the social restrictions we face.  I think the quote below is very appropriate.  We need to have endurance and strength to run the race that is before us, however long that is, and we need to focus on God to give us this endurance and strength.

And I end today with a prayer for strength and endurance:
Loving God,
In You, we find the support we need to carry on in life.
We gather the strength we need to endure the hardships life brings.
Our own physical capabilities and our motivational drives may fail us many times, but You faithfully rescue us.
You are the Source of the strength we most need.
Rid our hearts of fear, knowing You are always with us.
Clear our minds of troubling thoughts, knowing You are Almighty God, the Foundational Rock, and Strength of our hearts.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Sunday 26 April 2020
Today’s lectionary reading is from Luke chapter 24 verses 13 to 34 and tells the story of two disciples’ encounter with Jesus on the Emmaus Road.  The following reflection is written by Annemarie Klassen.
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They walked with heavy sadness,
those two disciples on a long, lonely journey.
A stranger joined them.  It was Jesus.
But they could only see a stranger,
a friend to share the long walk ahead.
He spoke with them,
comforted their sadness and offered new thoughts.
When he gave thanks for the bread,
broke it and gave it to them,
they saw and they knew it was Jesus.
People are sometimes
afraid to see the hope and new life their faith shows them.
They think they must consider only what is real.
But what is real? Hunger is real,
so are the faces of children with no hope.
Greed is real and so is violence and war.
People of faith can see that.
Why can't they see the presence of the Lord,
who speaks to their hearts about other things that are just as real?
Love is real.
The eyes of faith see new possibilities
where none were found before.
Even death does not hold back the spirit of God.
So let's look again.
Let's see the living Christ
sharing the journey, inspiring new hope.
Among the poor and homeless,
in the prisons and hospitals,
in the lands of famine and war,
new hopes are waiting to be seen.
The journey starts with ordinary steps
as we walk our daily paths,
looking around as Jesus did with the love of God in our view.

I think all of us walk the Emmaus Road regularly not recognising that Jesus is with us guiding us along the way.  This prayer by Rev Frank Schaefer focuses on that:
Meet us, Lord, on the road to Emmaus,
Guide us on the path toward our destination,
and renew our strength as we continue to walk
and commune with you.
Open our eyes, so we see the signs of your presence around us;
Open our hearts, so we may receive your peace and love;
and empower us to pass on to others
the grace you have shared with us so freely.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Saturday 25 April 2020

At the moment the days seem to be merging into one and it is hard to tell one day from another.   Each morning I have to check what the date is and usually end up forgetting part way through the day.

Today is Saturday which I have always thought of as my ‘day off’ as I tended not to have anything on on a Saturday and used it as a rest day before Sunday which was always my busy day.  It would also be my takeaway in front of Casualty night.  However, now every day is my day off and takeaways are more limited than before and soon there will be no Casualty as they are running out of episodes! 

Routines which I have had for many years are now different although I am sure some will say not having a takeaway is a good thing!   It is now time for a new weekend routine and a member of the church told me that she is coping with things by trying to make the weekend routine different to the week by not doing any household or gardening jobs and taking time to read and reflect.  This is something that I will try this weekend and maybe if you don’t already make the weekend different to the week, you may want to try doing something different.

Here is a prayer for the weekend and the line that struck me was “please refresh my body, mind and spirit and help me find the right balance in all things”:  I think that striking the right balance is especially important at this time and something that I need to make sure I do this weekend and in the days to come.


Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Friday 24 April 2020

I know that I have shared a cartoon version of the beatitudes previously but I came across this version of the beatitudes on one of the Methodist Facebook sites and really enjoyed it so thought I would share it with you:
The Beatitudes for a lockdown community by Paul Bridges
When Jesus saw people locked down in their houses, and unable to walk through the streets and he spoke to them, saying:
Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven.
Blessed are those who are tired and struggling, aching for the chance to see family and friends for real.
Blessed are those for whom lockdown is little different than life before.
Blessed are those who take the time to call or zoom, an otherwise forgotten neighbour.
Blessed are those who are working all hours so that others can be safe.
Blessed are those who desperately need space and time for their own well-being.
Blessed are those for whom staying in means being at risk.
Blessed are the poor in spirit.
You are of heaven and Jesus blesses you
Blessed are those who mourn for people who have died.
And blessed are those who mourn because they could not say goodbye, could not hold hands,
could not join with family and friends to pay their respects.
Blessed are those who take the place of family at the moment of passing.
Blessed are those who mourn for the routine and ways of living that gave their life meaning.
Blessed are those who mourn for their jobs, or businesses, their employees and livelihoods.
Blessed are those who mourn.
You are of heaven and Jesus blesses you
Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those whose actions are only now being recognised and valued - the minimum wage workers who make our lives possible.
Blessed are those whose work has always been essential and blessed are those who now see this.
Blessed are those who are risking their own health to care for those that we are cannot care for.
Blessed are those who leave a can of beans and a toilet roll on the shop shelf for someone else.
Blessed are those who wheel down the wheelie bin of the isolated household next door.
Blessed are the babies born into the midst of this.
Blessed are those who help someone they have never before met.
Blessed are the meek.
You are of heaven and Jesus blesses you.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. 
Blessed are those who in the midst of all that is around can see the injustice and inequity that it highlights.
Blessed are those who recognise this light shining on their own lives and commit to living more simply.
Blessed are those who are simply hungry.
Blessed are the foodbanks, advice services, the charity workers and helpers
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness.
You are of heaven and Jesus blesses you
Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy.
Blessed are those who try to social distance but also have compassion for the family with the autistic child, or spouse with dementia.
Blessed are those whose patience is being tested.
Blessed are those who are trying to work at home and home educate at the same time.
Blessed are those who have got zoom working and those that haven’t.
Blessed are the merciful. You are of heaven and Jesus blesses you
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
Blessed are those who see God in the rainbows and the clapping.
In the helpers and the helped.
In the opportunity to reconnect and,
In a new understanding of family, community and society.
Blessed are those who see this, not as the beginning or the end.
Blessed are those who can - in whatever way - be still and know God.
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.  Amen
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Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Thursday 23 April 2020

I don’t make New Year’s Resolutions but this year I set myself the goal of getting a job, just for a few hours a week.  I had had my neurosurgery just before Christmas and was determined to start looking in January, hoping to start in February.  However, things didn’t work out like that and I spent a month in hospital due to infection and ended up having my Occipital Nerve Stimulator removed.  I then said to myself I will look for work in a few months once the ONS goes back in.  Unfortunately Covid-19 came along and my hospital appointments have been cancelled and I have been told that I am unlikely to get surgery until the end of this year meaning my job hopes are on hold until 2021.
I keep reminding myself of the verse below: that God knows the plans he has for me, plans to give me a hope and a future.   I have no clue how the next few months will pan out.  I don’t think any of us do at the moment.  However, I have to put my trust in God, even though that can be hard at times, that all will work out as He intends it to work out and that my future is in His loving hands.

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And I end with a prayer for today:
Gracious and loving God, I get scared and nervous about the future, but I know that the future is in Your hands.  Be with me as I go through this day.  Help me to make good decisions, and be with me each step of the way.  I know that your plans are for good.  Thank you for giving me hope toward the future.  Amen.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Wednesday 22 April 2020
I expect many of us have been using this time to do jobs that we haven’t had time for previously.  During a sort out and tidy up I came across my cards from my accreditation as a Local Preacher back in September 2019.  It was lovely to look back at them and as I came across a card with a picture of a lighthouse on, I was reminded of the song ‘my lighthouse’ by Rend Collective.  I first heard this song at Cliff College but it has been sung a couple of times at Trinity and is a favourite of some of the members of One Truth Youth Fellowship.
The words seem particularly relevant at this time so I thought I would share them with you along with the link to the song on YouTube. 
My Lighthouse by Rend Collective: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFBZJGSgyVQ
In my wrestling and in my doubts
In my failures You won't walk out
Your great love will lead me through
You are the peace in my troubled sea
You are the peace in my troubled sea
In the silence, You won't let go
In the questions, Your truth will hold
Your great love will lead me through
You are the peace in my troubled sea
You are the peace in my troubled sea
My lighthouse, my lighthouse
Shining in the darkness. I will follow You
My lighthouse, my lighthouse
I will trust the promise
You will carry me safe to shore (oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Safe to shore (oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Safe to shore (oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Safe to shore
I won't fear what tomorrow brings
With each morning I'll rise and sing
My God's love will lead me through
You are the peace in my troubled sea
You are the peace in my troubled sea
Fire before us, You're the brightest
You will lead us through the storms
Fire before us, You're the brightest
You will lead us through the storms
Fire before us, You're the brightest
You will lead us through the storms
Fire before us, You're the brightest
You will lead us through the storms
God is the light shining out amongst the darkness that is currently covering our country and many parts of the world.  If we trust in Him, he will bring peace to our lives and carry us safely to the shore.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Tuesday 21 April 2020

I came across this quote on Facebook and wondered what the term ‘sheltering in place’ meant as it is not one I have come across before.  Well, according to Google, it is an American term for socially distancing.  I think it sounds slightly better than socially distancing, what do think? 

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Whether we are sheltering in place, socially distancing, self-isolating or whatever term we want to use, our spiritual growth is not halted just because we cannot meet others and worship together.  We have the opportunity to develop spiritually:  that maybe by watching services online, reading the bible and other resources, prayer or by sharing with others at a distance.   This will enable our roots to grow deeper as we become the people that God created us to be.


Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Monday 20 April 2020

Over the past few weeks, I think we have all found our new ‘normal’ as it were.  I have a daily routine, very different from what it was but a routine none the less.  It is hard but I am getting used to the restrictions and am finding a way of dealing with every day.   I often think what it will be like when the restrictions are lifted and we can get back to seeing each other and worshipping together again.  I came across the prayer below on Facebook, author unknown, and thought I would share it. 
I Pray We Don’t Go Back To Normal...
I pray that the next time a friend grabs me and pulls me in for a hug, I actually take the time to appreciate the gift of their embrace.
I pray that when school resumes and people are dropping kids off, they take the time to thank the staff for the amazing gift that they give to our community.
I pray that the next time I’m sitting in a crowded restaurant I take the time to look around at the smiling faces, loud voices and thank God for the gift of counity.
I pray that the next time I’m standing in church listening to the voices of praise and worship that I take a moment to thank God for the gift of congregation.
I pray that the next time I see a person or situation that needs prayer, I hope I pray as passionately and fervently as I have these past few weeks 
I pray that when I am at the grocery store that I take a moment to thank God that He provides us with the necessities of life and the amazing people who work so hard to keep us supplied.
 I pray that I never again take for granted the ability to hop in the car and visit a friend, go to the shops, go to a gathering, etc.
 So, truth is, I don’t want things to return to the way they once were.  I pray that we take the lessons and challenges of the past few weeks and create a new normal.  My goal is to pray more, love harder, and truly appreciate the daily abundance of blessings that were so easily overlooked just a mere few weeks ago. Have a blessed day!
I think one thing that we can all take from this experience is to appreciate all the blessings that God has given us and to try never to take these for granted again.

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Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Sunday 19 April 2020

Today’s lectionary reading is John chapter 20 verses 19 to 31: 
It tells the story of Doubting Thomas or Thomas the Twin.  The following monologue tells the first part of the story:
Monologue: Thomas the Twin by Crystal Goolsby:
I can’t believe all that has happened in the last few days.  We thought Jesus was the Messiah we had all been waiting for, but he died without delivering us!  Who will help us now?
Three days ago, Jesus of Nazareth was put on the cross and he died.  He was put in a tomb belonging to Joseph of Arimathea.  My friends, who, along with me, make up a group of his followers, came running to me just now, saying that they saw him, alive.  Impossible!  They insist that it is true, but I don’t believe it.
They told me that were hiding in the upper room of a house, in a group, talking, when a man suddenly appeared in the room and said, “Peace be with you.”  The room was locked, because they were afraid they would be arrested, too, and this man just appeared inside the room!
As you can imagine, they were shocked and horrified!  They thought it was a ghost.  But then he showed them the wounds he got when he was crucified—holes in his hands and feet, as well as a wound in his side from a spear.
They said they were still not sure he was a real human being.  But he asked for some food. They gave him a piece of fish from their supper, and he ate it while they watched.
It was then that they knew he was really alive, and they came running to tell me.  But I don’t believe it.  Once a man is dead, he is dead.  I won’t believe it until I see him for myself, and can put my fingers into his wounds.
This monologue and the first part of the reading focussed on doubt, the second part of the reading focusses on hope as Jesus appears to Thomas and replaces his doubt with hope.
At this difficult time, it is not unnatural to have doubts and wonder where God is in all that is happening.  The story of Thomas shows us how our doubts can be replaced with hope if we believe in God and all He has promised.
The following prayer has been written by Nick Fawcett:
Lord Jesus Christ,
in this world where hopes are so often dashed
and dreams so often broken,
we remember today the faith in the future you brought to so many,
both through your coming and through your resurrection from the dead.
Lord Jesus, where faith has died and dreams have faded,
may hope flower again.
We remember how Mary and Joseph looked forward
to the day of your birth,
how shepherds and magi caught their breath in wonder
as they knelt before you,
how the hearts of Anna and Simeon leapt in anticipation,
and how your disciples
and the crowds that flocked to hear you gave thanks,
convinced that you were the Messiah, the one God had promised,
the long-awaited deliverer come to set them free.
Lord Jesus, where faith has died and dreams have faded,
may hope flower again.
We remember how that vision of the future
was shattered by events to follow –
your pain, humiliation, suffering and death –
hope ebbing away as the lifeblood seeped from your body –
an end to their dreams, an end to everything.
Lord Jesus, where faith has died and dreams have faded,
may hope flower again.
We remember how the news spread that the tomb was empty,
the stone rolled away, your body gone,
and how despite it all,
your followers could scarcely bring themselves to hope –
afraid to take the risk of faith
in case they should face the heartache of losing you once more.
Lord Jesus, where faith has died and dreams have faded,
may hope flower again.
But we remember finally how you appeared,
in all your risen glory –
in the garden,
in the upstairs room,
on the Emmaus road,
by the Sea of Galilee –
and the dream was born again,
the smoldering embers of faith rekindled.
Lord Jesus, where faith has died and dreams have faded,
may hope flower again.
Lord Jesus Christ, a world is waiting,
searching for hope,
crying out for meaning,
hungry for some reason to believe in the future.
Come again in your living power,
and bring new life to all.
Lord Jesus, where faith has died and dreams have faded,
may hope flower again.
In your name we pray.


Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Saturday 18 April 2020

I don’t know about you but I am finding that I am more tired than usual.  I think this is perhaps because life is so different than it was a few months ago and my mind is using my energy worrying about the situation that we are all in.  I usually try and do as much as possible in a day but am learning that it is okay to nothing and if I don’t finish my job list for the day, it does not matter.  I really like the words below from Jeff Foster:

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 And a prayer for rest to end with:


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Friday 17 April 2020

I think that this quote is very appropriate at the moment when it comes to friendships.


I am very blessed to have some lovely friends, many I would see at least once a week.  Now however although we are not miles apart, there is now distance between us – at least 2 metres at all times.
I am cherishing though the times I do spend with friends; talking to them through the window or from the other side of the road, talking to them on the phone or using facetime.  Also the times I open the door and there is a gift waiting for me – often cake!

I took for granted spending time with friends but this time has given the opportunity to realise that it does not matter how we communicate with our friends, they are still there thinking of us and wanting the best for us and we can do the same for them.

The quote also mentions patience and through this I am learning patience, not a skill I have been very good at in the past!  I would so love to reach out to those that I talk to through the window or across the garden and given my friends a hug but I can’t for now.  I need to patient and know that when I do get to hug my friends again it will be a very special moment.
I end today with a poem called the Gift of Friendship by Helen Steiner Rice:

Friendship is a priceless gift
That can't be bought or sold,
But its value is far greater
Than a mountain made of gold
For gold is cold and lifeless,
It cannot see or hear,
And in your times of trouble,
It is powerless to cheer.
It has no ears to listen
No heart to understand.
It cannot bring you comfort
Or reach out a helping hand.
So when you ask God for a gift,
Be thankful that he sends,
Not diamonds, pearls, or riches,
But the love of a real, true friend.
Stay safe, strong and secure in the God’s love


Thursday 16 April 2020

Thursday nights at 8 pm have become a time in the week when the country unites and claps for NHS staff and other keyworkers.  Not many people at my end of my street go out but I go out there with my saucepan and spoon and can hear plenty of others round about me and we have had fireworks as well as church bells.  It is a time when those who have not been thought about previously in the past such as shop workers, rubbish collectors and other key workers can be celebrated and we can show our thanks for all they are doing for us.
I would like to share this letter to key workers from ‘Ladies Pass It on’ website:

Dear Key Workers,
I can’t imagine the pressure you must be feeling right now, as the world retreats and you go forward to the fire.
I can’t imagine the fear you must be facing as you place your children in school, knowing that they will be looked after but not knowing if they will be safe from the bigger threat.
Will you be safe from the bigger threat?
I can’t imagine how heavy the weight of a nation’s expectation must feel on your already burdened shoulders.
Stay strong.
When this is over, and it will be over one day, you will be responsible for something much less heavy.
You will be responsible for keeping a nation running whilst it faced its biggest threat in more than a century.
You will be responsible for history, for staying at the front line to save us all.
You will be a hero.
You already were but now you will be seen.
I see you.
Thank you for stepping up whilst we all step down.
When this is over, your happy days will be bright.
We are watching with appreciation and wishing you luck.
Great Britain

And I end with a prayer for healthcare professionals and key workers, written by The Precentor of Hereford Cathedral:
O God of hope,
we commend to your protection all healthcare professionals and key workers
who are putting themselves at risk as they attend to the needs of other people:
as we thank them for their courage and compassion,
we pray that your Holy Spirit will support and encourage them,
especially at times of physical or emotional exhaustion,
that they may know the strength of your healing love.
We ask this for your tender mercy’s sake.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love



Wednesday 15 April 2020

I enjoy cross-stitch and usually make small items such as bookmarks or pictures for cards.  However, I decided last summer that I would tackle a big piece as a Christmas present for someone – that piece never got finished and so as I have got time on my hands I have decided to carry on with it during lockdown.
I won’t say what it is in case this blog is read by the person it is intended for but there are so many shades of one colour that it is hard to see what the bigger picture is going to be.  Also I was told when first learning to cross-stitch to try and keep the back as neat as the front.  Well, the back looks a total mess - you can make out some of the colours and patterns but it has tangles and knots and thread crossing from one side to another. 
An analogy is often used that in our lives we see the back of the tapestry with all the mistakes but God sees the amazing picture on the other side.   Corrie Ten Boom wrote the following poem:
“Life is but a Weaving” (the Tapestry Poem)
My life is but a weaving
Between my God and me.
I cannot choose the colours
He weaveth steadily.
Oft’ times He weaveth sorrow;
And I in foolish pride
Forget He sees the upper
And I the underside.
Not ’til the loom is silent
And the shuttles cease to fly
Will God unroll the canvas
And reveal the reason why.
The dark threads are as needful
In the weaver’s skilful hand
As the threads of gold and silver
In the pattern He has planned
He knows, He loves, He cares;
Nothing this truth can dim.
He gives the very best to those
Who leave the choice to Him.
Corrie would illustrate her poem by holding up the piece of cloth on the left and then flipping it over to show the picture on the right.
And I finish with a prayer by Kathy Urbanick:
Lord, I am grateful for every thread You are weaving into Your handcrafted tapestry of my life.  I trust You to perfectly weave together the brightest and darkest threads, as I become a woven masterpiece of your faithfulness and love.  Amen

Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Tuesday 14 April 2020

Today I would like to share this version of the beatitudes written by Jayne Manfredi and illustrated by Dave Walker of Cartoon Church.   I wrote yesterday about how we can all make a difference, however small, and I think that this version of the beatitudes includes everyone, all making a difference in their own way.  It also draws our attention to those who may be struggling at this time; those who are bereaved, those who are alone and those whose homes may be an unsafe place to be isolated.

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And I finish with a prayer inspired by the Beatitudes (Matthew 5:1-12), written by Brian D. McLaren.

God, our Creator, thank you for the gift of Jesus.  He walked among us embodying your creative and life-giving Word in his body, his life, his words, his deeds, his sufferings, his death, and his resurrection.  When we see him loving the outcast, forgiving the sinner, confronting the hypocrite, and teaching the crowds a new way of life, we see your heart, your compassion, your mercy, your character.  To know Jesus is to love him, and to love him is to know him, and to know and love him is to know and love you.
So help me, Lord, to be among your disciples who come to you to be taught.
Help me, Lord, to be among the poor in spirit, to see and know that your kingdom is my homeland even now
Help me, Lord, to be among those who mourn, to join you in your sadness for all that's wrong and broken in this world, and in joining you, to find true comfort.
Help me, Lord, to be among the meek, those who find strength in weakness and power in vulnerability, to never fear lack or want, because when I have your love, I have all the world.
Help me, Lord, to desire justice, rightness, goodness, fairness, cleanness, clearness, and integrity more than I hunger for food or thirst for water ... and so let me find the truest fulfilment and satisfaction.
Help me, Lord, to be among the merciful.  Help me to be a true friend to those who are hated, misunderstood, rejected, excluded, disregarded ... just as you, God of Mercy, are.  When others fail - when they fail me - help me show the same mercy you show to those who fail you ... including me.
Help me, Lord, to be among the pure in heart.  May your pure light shine in my heart and dispel every shadow, every layer and fold that conceals or pretends.  Since it is only the heart that sees you, remove from my heart everything that keeps me from seeing you.
Help me, Lord, to be among the makers of peace.  Many build walls.  Many sow fear and distrust. Many spread rumours.  Many inflame conflict and profit from it. Help me to be even among them an agent and messenger of your peace and reconciliation, and so bear your family likeness, God of peace.
Help me, Lord, not to fear being among the persecuted, but rather, to rejoice in having the honour of standing for your restorative justice and rightness, so I will see that your kngdom is my homeland, even now.
Help me, Lord, to be among those who suffer wrong well and with grace.  Help me not to resent it, not to fear it, not to seek to escape it.  Instead, help me to find joy in it ... when others insult me, make my life more difficult, or falsely malign me because of you.  Help me to see through the momentary, light trouble to the lasting and weighty reward, even now, for your kingdom comes by suffering rather than by making others suffer.
So help me, Lord, to be among your disciples who come to you to be taught.  I am a limping, broken sinner and beginner, far from these realities, but this is where I want to go.  In your mercy, lead me in this path. Amen.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Monday 13 April 2020

I would like to start by sharing this story:


With all that is going on, it can be hard to know what to do to help as the problems this country are facing seem insurmountable and we think that we cannot make a difference. However, each of us can and are making a difference; just by reaching out to one person we are making a difference. 
I am enjoying hearing stories of things the members of Trinity Church are doing to make a difference and it is great to hear all ages are involved: from the younger members, messaging each other to the older members phoning other members of the congregation, all of us can do something to make a difference. 

I would like to finish with this prayer for a new week:
I come before You Oh Lord, my God, thanking you for waking me up this Monday morning to embrace the sunlight that shoots down from the heavens.
Thank you for giving me the health and strength I need to overcome every stronghold in my life and thank you for loving me unconditionally in the times where I may fail you. 

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love


Easter Sunday 12 April 2020

Today as we celebrate Easter Sunday, as well as the bible reading and short reflection, I have also included some prayers and some links to hymns.  You may want to read this at 10.30 and know that other members of Trinity church will be doing the same.

Gathering prayer of thanksgiving:
This is the day that you have made, life-giving God.
Joining with angels and archangels
and with the chorus that is rising throughout all the earth,
we will rejoice and be glad this day.
You take our endings
and you make your new beginnings.
Your surprise and astound us
in places where we expected
that you were absent.
You challenge us to reconsider what is possible.
Living Lord,
Saviour Christ,
we praise you,
for you are raised by the power of God
and there is a new creation
and, by your grace,
we are in it!

Hymn:  Christ the Lord is risen today - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztugxIfwP4c

Reading: Matthew 28 verses 1 to 10 - https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=matthew+28&version=NRSV

Short Reflection:
 Do not be afraid.  These 4 words were heard by Zachariah when he encountered an angel in the temple, by Mary when she experienced the angel Gabriel and by the shepherds shepherding the sheep on the night of Jesus’ birth and now 30 years later, the two Mary’s hear these words.  Firstly from the angel at the tomb and then from Jesus himself. 
These words are just as relevant today.   I started thinking of what to write for this short Easter Sunday reflection a few weeks and decided then to focus on the words ‘do not be afraid.’  I was worried then about covid-19 and the impact that it would have on each of us but now that worry has been replaced by fear.  Every time I hear the latest briefing I am scared; scared for family, scared for friends, scared for myself, in fact I am scared for everyone. 
We are told though not to be afraid and although it is hard to do we need trust God and these words that he is saying through Jesus.  We need to believe that He will not fail us, that He has been raised from the dead for each one of us and place our lives in His hands, however difficult this may be.
1 John chapter 4 verse 18 says “Where God’s love is, there is no fear because God’s perfect love drives out fear”.  John is saying here that fear and love can’t live together; if we let love into our hearts and lives then fear is pushed out.

God created each of us so that we could love Him and He love us.  He knows everything about us and he sent Jesus into this world to show us how to love, how to give, how to serve and how to accept love.  
Today, Easter Sunday, we celebrate the fact that by Jesus dying on the cross and rising from the dead we have been given the gift of eternal life.   This is a very precious gift and one that can give us hope in this difficult time. 
Hymn: In Christ alone - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouGuG97l2RY
Prayers of intercession:
On this Easter morn,
we welcome you, Jesus, into our lives.
We welcome your resurrection for it is
life changing, life giving and life sustaining.
We welcome the hope it brings to our world.
We welcome the joy it brings to our darkness.
We welcome the empty tomb for we know that it means you are on the loose.
Lord, may your resurrection give life to those who feel lifeless,
those who are just going through the motions,
and those who have had the death of a loved one.
Lord, may your resurrection give hope to those who are mired in despair,
who feel hopeless,
and who have given up all hope.
Lord, may your resurrection give joy to those who feel no joy,
lost their joy or have had their joy snuffed out.
Lord, may you be on the loose in this world as the risen one….
You may like to say the Lord’s prayer
Hymn: Thine be the glory - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbBOOmkMLmI
As Christ burst forth from the tomb,
may new life burst forth from us
and show itself in acts of love and healing to a hurting world.
And may the same Christ,
who lives forever and is the source of our new life,
keep our hearts rejoicing
and grant us peace this day and always. Amen.

Saturday 11 April 2020

At the Grave by Peter Millar

John 19:38–42 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john+19&version=NRSV

Joseph of Arimathea, a secret follower, had asked Pilate if he could take the body of Jesus, and with Nicodemus he lovingly laid Jesus to rest in a new tomb close to where he had been crucified.  We all know what it is to stand at a graveside.  And weep.  Jesus had passed on and only the silent body
remained.  Sorrow engulfed his friends and none of them knew what lay ahead.  Every one of us has experienced this uncertainty and grief.  Today we pause and allow our tears to flow – maybe unseen by others or more apparent. The tears of life: the tears of death.
God of both life and death,
thank you that we can experience sorrow in our lives
for without that knowledge were are impoverished in our souls.
Thank you for the times of our tears,
both inward and outward.
Thank you also that we understand the grief of others,
even those far away.
Kate’s comments:
When Peter Millar wrote this reflection in 2018, he did not know just how relevant this reflection and prayer would be to us on this day in 2020.  All of us I am sure have shed tears over the past few weeks and there will be many more tears to come and that is okay, Jesus sees all ours tears and weeps with us.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

I was due to led at Trinity tomorrow so have put together a few prayers and short reflection.  I will post it around 8 am but you may like to read it at 10.30 am knowing that other members of Trinity are reading it at the same time.

Good Friday 10 April 2020
One Cross and many crosses by Peter Millar
John 19:17–30 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john+19&version=NRSV
For 2000 years believers have come to the foot of Christ’s Cross.  The place of suffering and death: of loss, of violence, of ending.  On this Good Friday we stand both before that cross and alongside our sisters and brothers who today carry their own crosses in many parts of the world.  Their pain is no less than the pain of Jesus on the first Good Friday.  We weep for Jesus and we weep for them.  In the relative comfort and security of our lives we are faced with a basic truth: human suffering is endemic in our times.  And at its heart is a suffering God.
Lord, as I think of your Cross,
give me the courage and grace
to be able to visualise those who carry a cross today.
Let me be near those who are tortured and abused,
those who are abandoned,
those who walk alone,
those who are being robbed of their dignity,
those who only know war,
and those who are being killed
because they believe in you.
Kate’s comments:
Reading this reflection and particularly this prayer made me think about those Christians living in areas of the world where they are persecuted.  With all the suffering going on around us at the moment it is easy to forget the parts of the world where Christians are persecuted for their faith.  Open Doors, a charity which serves persecuted Christians and Churches worldwide, has a World Watch list which is an annual ranking of the 50 countries where Christians face the most extreme persecution and the top ranking countries are North Korea, Afghanistan, Somalia and Libya.  Many of us are struggling not being able to go to church at the moment, but for the people in many of these countries not being able to practice their faith is a life-long struggle.

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The Cross at Cliff College

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Thursday 9 April 2020

The humble heart by Peter Millar

John 13:1–17, 31–35 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john+13&version=NRSV

Here we read of Jesus, in humility, washing the feet of his disciples.  It was a sign to his followers of a particular inner quality that was required of them if they were later to carry with integrity the Good News of the Gospel to others.  When we think today of the way the nations are relating to each other we do not think of humility.  Yet there is this ‘other way’ in human relationships and Jesus illustrates that for us and for all time. Humility is not lack of conviction.  It is that dimension of the heart which allows us to accept and understand something of the other person without always imposing our own agenda.

God of every race and tongue,
may the peoples of our world learn again
to be humble enough to listen to one another
instead of rushing to easy judgements.
To be humble enough to admit to error.
To have the gift of humility
which enables the other to flourish as well as ourselves.
Kate’s comments:
I would like to share the lyrics of a song by Michael Card called the basin and the towel as I feel that it links in with the reflection by Peter Millar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cxsPnNvRrQM

In an upstairs room, a parable
Is just about to come alive.
And while they bicker about who's best,
With a painful glance, He'll silently rise.
Their Saviour Servant must show them how
Through the will of the water
And the tenderness of the towel.

And the call is to community,
The impoverished power that sets the soul free.
In humility, to take the vow,
That day after day we must take up the basin and the towel.

In any ordinary place,
On any ordinary day,
The parable can live again
When one will kneel and one will yield.
Our Saviour Servant must show us how
Through the will of the water
And the tenderness of the towel.

And the space between ourselves sometimes
Is more than the distance between the stars.
By the fragile bridge of the Servant's bow
We take up the basin and the towel.

And the call is to community,
The impoverished power that sets the soul free.
In humility, to take the vow,
That day after day we must take up the basin and the towel.


Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Wednesday 8 April 2020

Jesus predicts his betrayal by Peter Millar
John 13:21–32: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john+13&version=NRSV
This betrayal of Jesus was to come not from an outsider but from one within his close circle of companions.  Jesus knew that very shortly Judas Iscariot would do him down.  We may ask – how can a friend do that at such a time?  The truth is we know that even close friends can and do betray us.  And we ourselves can betray others, even if sometimes inadvertently.  Let us today bring before God the ones we have betrayed and hold them before the Lord who heals and lovingly forgives.
Dear Lord,
you know my heart and my intentions.
And sometimes I act wrongly.
Be near today to those
I have betrayed or let down.
You know them and I know them.
Help me to see that we all stand in the need of grace.
Help me not to run away from my own failures
and to accept deep down
that I too need your healing touch today.
Kate’s comments:
At the moment, I tend to have a lot of time to think and also overthink.   I find myself going over situations, some from years ago, where I have hurt people and give myself a hard time because of it.  I need to trust that God has forgiven me for these times and accept his healing touch and then forgive myself and try to move on.  We know that at the end of his life Judas was overcome with guilt for what he had done, it may well have been the case that he could not forgive himself.   God forgives all of us, whatever we have done and we need to trust in that promise.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Tuesday 7 April 2020

Letting go
John 12:20–36 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john+12&version=NRSV
Reflection by Peter Millar:
Years ago in my parish in the East End of Glasgow we had a poster which said ‘Let Go: Let God.’ Simple words – but profound.  And on this day in Holy Week we are called to immerse our daily living not just in our own endless preoccupations (which is easy to do) but in the heart of God.  Ancient words put it this way: ‘to die to self in order to gain Christ’.  This is not a journey we can do on our own: we need each other to discover the depths of our Christian faith, for the idea of ‘dying to self’ runs totally counter to our present wisdom.
Liberating Lord, free me –
at least sometimes during the day –
from being concerned only with myself!
Take away my inner blindness,
and help me to see that you are always calling me
closer to the One who created me
and to a new way of seeing your wonderful world
in all of its beauty and amazing diversity
Kate’s comments:
These last few weeks have given me the time to let go and just sit and look at God’s creation.  Normally I am busy on the computer, going to church and various meetings and vary rarely do I just sit and look at the world in all its beauty.  It is something that I want to try and do more of.  I end with a picture taken by David Cole of a recent sunset.
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Monday 6 April 2020

God’s tenderness by Peter Millar
John chapter 12: verses 1 to 11 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john+12&version=NRSV
This well-known reading about Jesus being anointed in the home of Lazarus in Bethany is today being read in every land and in hundreds of languages.  Through these verses we are linked to millions.  Mary, the sister of Lazarus and Martha, took half a litre of expensive perfume made of pure nard and poured it on Jesus’ feet in an act of total tenderness.  Let us be challenged by such an act as we pray today for our sisters and brothers whose daily living is not marked by such gentle acts of compassion but rather by violence and disconnection.
Kate’s comments:
I think today our modern day Martha’s are the members of our NHS who are tenderly looking after those with Covid-19.  What saddens me is that there are reports that these people who are giving all on the front line are being spat at and called disease spreaders and are also having their identification cards stolen so others can access the free food and shopping slots that they are being given.  So as we say the prayer below, can we ask for the gift of a tender heart not just for ourselves but also for those who struggle to show compassion to others.
Lord of this and every Holy Week,
grant me the gift of a tender heart.
It is easy to believe that we are all out for ourselves
and what we can gain,
but you show us another way:
the way that leads to true life.
The way of tenderly reaching out to others,
especially the strangers in our midst.

Sunday 5 April 2020

So today is Palm Sunday and marks the beginning of Holy Week.  I have decided for this week to post daily devotions written by Peter Millar called Walking in Wider World.  Each day I will post the bible reading, a short reflection and prayer and if appropriate, my own thoughts as well as a picture.  I hope that you find them helpful to you.  
The road to Jerusalem
Zechariah chapter 9 verses 9 to 10 and 16 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Zechariah+9&version=NRSV
Mark chapter 11 verses 1 to 11 https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Mark+11&version=NRSV
At the beginning of our journey through Holy Week, we remember the journeys Jesus made to Jerusalem: brought as an innocent child in the arms of his parents; brought as a young boy, growing fast and full of questions and curiosity; and coming, again and again, as a grown man to the great festivals in the courtyards of the Temple; facing, with coolness and courage, the growing dangers, spoken and unspoken, the threats to his freedom and life.  As he enters the city on this day, the crowds are cheering: ‘Hosanna!’ They see in Jesus the fulfilment of their dreams of freedom from occupation and persecution.  Soon it will be different words they shout.
thank you for your loyalty and patience towards us
who have so little understanding of what might lie ahead.
Thank you for your love which never ceases,
your forgiveness which never runs out
and your light that shines on in the darkness
and shows us the footsteps to follow
and the road to take.
Kate’s comments: This prayer seems very apt for us and our country today.  We have very little understanding of what is ahead of us.  The one sure hope that we have is that God loves each of us and will shine a light on the path ahead.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Saturday 4 April 2020

During the slightly warmer weather at the beginning of the week, I spotted my first butterfly of the year sitting on my lavender.   A butterfly has always been to me a sign of hope and seeing this butterfly gave me hope that things will get better in the months to come. 
By the way, I didn’t take this picture but the butterfly I saw was very similar to this!
I would like to share this poem by M S Lowndes called Spread your wings and arise:
There are times in our lives
We feel much like
A flower struggling to bloom;
We go through those times
Of change and growth
Like a caterpillar in a cocoon
Nobody can see
The Lord's hidden work
Until the day we break through —
Then we can begin
To spread out our wings
And arise as butterflies do
God has a much higher
Calling for us
And wants us to rise up in Him;
We can make such a difference
If we'd only realize
The potential we have within
So allow the Lord
To work in your life,
To make you all you can be —
So you will one day
Be able to soar
And know what it means to be 'FREE'.
I end with a prayer for hope,
Heavenly father, I am your humble servant,
I come before you today in need of hope.
There are times when I feel helpless,
There are times when I feel weak.
I pray for hope.
I need hope for a better future.
I need hope for a better life.
I need hope for love and kindness.
Some say that the sky is at it's darkest just before the light.
I pray that this is true, for all seems dark.
I need your light, Lord, in every way.
I pray to be filled with your light from head to toe.
 To bask in your glory.
To know that all is right in the world,
as you have planned, and as you want it to be.
Help me to walk in your light, and live
my life in faith and glory.
 In your name I pray, Amen.

Keep safe, strong and secure in God's love



Friday 3 April 2020

I shared with you yesterday the lyrics of ‘will our anchor hold’, today I would like to share a contemporary song with you.  The first time I heard this was a few days ago when I listened to morning prayers from Cliff College and I have played the song numerous times since on Alexa.  It is by Casting Crowns and is called 'just be held'  
Hold it all together
Everybody needs you strong
But life hits you out of nowhere
And barely leaves you holding on
And when you're tired of fighting
Chained by your control
There's freedom in surrender
Lay it down and let it go
So when you're on your knees and answers seem so far away
You're not alone, stop holding on and just be held
Your world's not falling apart, it's falling into place
I'm on the throne, stop holding on and just be held
Just be held, just be held
If your eyes are on the storm
You'll wonder if I love you still
But if your eyes are on the cross
You'll know I always have and I always will
And not a tear is wasted
In time, you'll understand
I'm painting beauty with the ashes
Your life is in My hands
So when you're on your knees and answers seem so far away
You're not alone, stop holding on and just be held
Your world's not falling apart, it's falling into place
I'm on the throne, stop holding on and just be held
Just be held, just be held
Lift your hands, lift your eyes
In the storm is where you'll find Me
And where you are, I'll hold your heart
I'll hold your heart
Come to Me, find your rest
In the arms of the God who won't let go

I mentioned previously that one thing I am really missing, especially living on my own is a hug especially when it all gets too much. The lyrics of this song made me realise that I am not one my own and am being held by God and that brings me a lot of comfort.

I will end with a prayer for today


Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Thursday 2 April 2020

To keep my spirits up, I have music constantly playing in the background.  I am very lucky to have an Alexa who will play me random hymns tunes and worship music.  Just an aside – Alexa has in fact become a good friend over the past few days as she can tell jokes, play games and tell me how to cook!

I thought I would share over the next couple of the days some of lyrics of songs that seemed most appropriate for this time.

The first is Will your anchor hold by Priscilla Jane Owens:
  1. Will your anchor hold in the storms of life,
    When the clouds unfold their wings of strife?
    When the strong tides lift and the cables strain,
    Will your anchor drift, or firm remain?
    • Refrain:
      We have an anchor that keeps the soul
      Steadfast and sure while the billows roll,
      Fastened to the Rock which cannot move,
      Grounded firm and deep in the Saviour’s love.
  2. It is safely moored, ’twill the storm withstand,
    For ’tis well secured by the Saviour’s hand;
    And the cables, passed from His heart to mine,
    Can defy that blast, through strength divine.
  3. It will surely hold in the straits of fear,
    When the breakers have told that the reef is near;
    Though the tempest rave and the wild winds blow,
    Not an angry wave shall our bark o’erflow.
  4. It will firmly hold in the floods of death,
    When the waters cold chill our latest breath;
    On the rising tide it can never fail,
    While our hopes abide within the Veil.
  5. When our eyes behold through the gath’ring night
    The city of gold, our harbour bright,
    We shall anchor fast by the heav’nly shore,
    With the storms all past forevermore.
We might feel that we are in a storm right now but we have the reassurance that we are safely and firmly anchored to God.


Here is a poem by Helen Steiner Rice:

God’s love is like an island
In life’s ocean vast and wide –
A peaceful, quiet shelter
From the restless, rising tide
God’s love is like an anchor
When the angry billows roll –
A mooring in the storms of life
A stronghold for the soul
God’s love is like a fortress
And we seek population there
When the waves of tribulation
Seem to drown us in despair
God’s love is like a harbour
Where our souls can find sweet rest
From the struggle and tension
Of life’s fast and futile quest
Gold’s love is like a beacon
Burning bright with faith and prayer
And through the changing scenes of life
We can find a haven there

Keep safe, strong and secure in God's love


Wednesday 1 April 2020

I was sent the picture below by a church member and it got me thinking of Psalm 23, the Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.

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In my internet search, I came across some reworking’s of Psalm 23 and particularly liked this one by Japanese poet Toki Miyashina.  It seemed appropriate when many of us are trying to get into a routine of home-working.

The Lord is my pacesetter, I shall not rush.
he makes me stop and rest for quiet intervals.
He provides me with images of stillness
which restore my serenity.
He leads me in ways of efficiency,
through calmness of mind,
and his guidance is peace.
Even though I have a great many things to
accomplish this day,
I will not fret,
for his presence is here.
His timelessness,
His all-importance,
Will keep me in balance.
He prepares refreshment and renewal
in the midst of my activity
by anointing my head with the oil of tranquillity.
My cup of joyous energy overflows.
Surely harmony and effectiveness shall be the fruits of my hours,
for I shall walk in the place of my Lord,
and dwell in His house forever.
I would like to finish with this prayer by Nadia Bolz-Weber – whilst accepting that this is a difficult time for all of us, she writes with a touch of humour.
For the layers of comfort and convenience that surrounded our lives and that we never considered a blessing but always just took for granted, forgive us.
For we who must grieve in isolation and not in community, comfort us.
For we who care for the sick, protect us.
For the ability to turn off the fear-mongering and unhelpful commentary and worst-case scenario click bait, strengthen us.
For the times when we are all out of creative ideas for how to get through this with cooped up kids, inspire us.
For we who are now cutting our own hair at home, guide us.
For the grace to allow ourselves and others to just be less productive, shower us.
For the generosity needed from those of us who have more resources, empower us.
From our own selfish inclinations, deliver us.
For just being your children, none of whom have done a global pandemic before, love us.
For the days ahead, accompany us.
God unbound by time, help us to know that you are already present in the future we are fearing.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Tuesday 31 Mar 2020

I have come across the following poem a few times on Facebook so thought I would share it with you:

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I think that it becomes so easy to take things for granted.   I remember, when due to illness, I spent a number of years mainly housebound.  I had taken for granted being able to do simple things like get my own shopping and meet friends and go to the cinema.  It gave me a real sense of freedom as I gradually became able to do more and more.

I think though over recent years, I have taken these things for granted again.  It is only now that I can’t go out and see people that I realise how difficult life was then for me and how difficult it is for many people who are housebound due to disability or long-term illness.  I know that in a few months I will be able to go out again but for someone people being stuck at home is their long term reality.

I end today with a prayer for the isolated whether it is for the short or the long-term:

God of compassion,
be close to those who are ill, afraid or in isolation.
In their loneliness, be their consolation;
in their anxiety, be their hope;
in their darkness, be their light;
through him who suffered alone on the cross,
but reigns with you in glory,
Jesus Christ our Lord.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God's love


Monday 30 Mar 2020

So today is the start of a new week.   My diary would be full of things to do – church, meetings, dance, meeting friends, seeing family.  This week the only thing in it is a reminder on Wednesday that we are having an Elder’s meeting via email.

It is hard to plan ahead as well.  Last week the Worship Planning Group should have met to plan the services that will take place from June to August.  Although we have managed to put together a plan, there is no certainty that these services will take place.

In a way all of us are in a kind of limbo waiting to hear from the Government as to what they want us to do next and when restrictions can be lifted. 

Our one certainty at the moment is God.  He is there with each of us, protecting us and guiding us.  Zephaniah chapter 3 verse 17 says: The Lord your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.

I will finish with this prayer sent in by a church member:


Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Sunday 29 Mar 2020

Many of you know that one of my roles at Trinity is running or rather facilitating our youth fellowship group, One Truth Youth.   One of the reasons for choosing this name was that at our first meeting we played a game where you had to say three facts about yourself, one was truth and two were lies.  The rest of the group had to guess the one truth.  This game was enjoyed by everyone and from this came a suggestion to call the group One Truth which we felt was very adapt for a church youth fellowship group.  
In September 2019, the group decided that they would like to raise funds for a charity and after each member giving a description of their charity and why it was important to them, we voted and the charity chosen was Winston’s Wish. 

The group decided that they would host a meal to raise funds for Winston’s Wish and since Christmas have been working passionately on this idea – developing menu’s, decorating tickets and bunting and planning a service.  That meal should have taken place this afternoon but has obviously had to be postponed until October.  It was very hard telling the group this after all their hard work but they responded in a very mature way and supported each other, something which has been very evident this past term.

I would like to invite you to take a look at the work of Winston’s Wish: https://www.winstonswish.org/
I will end today with the prayers of intercession that were going to be used at the service tonight as they still feel appropriate.
In our prayers of intercession today,
we put all thoughts and worries and hopes
into the hands of God.
You may like to hold your own hands
in front of you as you pray.
We place into the hands of God
the life of this church,
the people around us,
and those who are not here today.
We place into the hands of God
our difficulties and frustrations,
and our hopes and our worries about the future.
We place into the hands of God
the life of the church in all the world,
all people in the world who bring God’s love to others,
all people who are in danger
because they share the love of God.
Loving God, as you have blessed us,
make us a blessing to your world.
We place into the hands of God
a world that needs peace,
a world that needs wisdom,
a world that needs healing.
We place into the hands of God
the leaders of every nation,
the poor of our own and every land,
those who live in fear,
and all who hold the lives of others in their hands.
Loving God,
You have poured such love into your world.
Show us how to help make it a more loving place.
We place into the hands of God
our families, our friends, and our neighbours,
those who live and work in our village,
in our shops and local businesses,
those who work from home,
those who are unemployed,
and all who pass through the village on their travels.
Loving God,
Bless them with your love and comfort and healing.
And show us how to care for them. Amen
Stay safe, strong and secure in the love of God,

Saturday 28 Mar 2020

I write each entry the day before it is due so in the morning when I am half asleep I don’t have to think of what to write.  However, yesterday I had writer’s block so I decided to look at my prayer cards for inspiration.  I have a set of these cards that I can send people to let them know I am thinking of them.  I came across this one and decided to share it with you all.

We may not be able to go to church or to our normal meetings but the one thing we can all do is pray.  It does not have to be eloquent or even make sense, God hears everything we say. 
At Trinity, we often end services by saying the Grace.  This unites us together as the body of Christ.  I invite you, if you would like, to say the Grace now and as you do think of your fellow members of the body of Christ.
May the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with us all, now and evermore. Amen.
Stay safe, strong and secure in the love of God,

Friday 27 Mar 2020

One thing that I have noticed more and more in recent weeks is the kindness of strangers.  I am involved with checking the emails for the Knebworth Co-vid Response team.   People email asking for help such as someone to pick up a perscription or get much needed items of shopping and they are then put in touch with a volunteer in their area.  The amount of volunteers we have had is staggering and outweighs the number of people that need help at the moment and it is heartening to know that people are so willing to step forward and help their fellow villagers.

As someone with a disability I find that although some people out and about are helpful, there are many that are not.  I hope that this crisis will perhaps change that somewhat and enable people to be more aware of those around them who are struggling and find life difficult.


I make no excuse for including my favourite hymn lyrics here as I think the words are very adapt for us all at the moment:

Brother, sister let me serve you.
Let me be as Christ to you;
Pray that I may have the grace to
Let you be my servant too.
We are pilgrims on a journey,
And companions on the road;
We are here to help each other
Walk the mile and bear the load.
I will hold the Christlight for you
In the nighttime of your fear;
I will hold my hand out to you,
Speak the peace you long to hear.
I will weep when you are weeping;
When you laugh I'll laugh with you;
I will share your joy and sorrow
till we've seen this journey through.
When we sing to God in heaven
We shall find such harmony,
Born of all we've known together
Of Christ's love and agony.
Brother, sister let me serve you.
Let me be as Christ to you;
Pray that I may have the grace to
Let you be my servant too.
All of us, whatever our circumstances, can reach out to others at the moment.  Whether it be getting someone some shopping or a phone call to say hello – these things matter so much at the moment.

Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Thursday 26 Mar 2020

I don’t know if any of you when out for your daily exercise have seen rainbow pictures in the windows.  This is an idea that started elsewhere in the world but has now been featured on children’s television here.  The rainbows give children an opportunity to be creative whilst not at school and once in the window cheer up passers-by.  Parents have asked their children to spot the rainbows while out on walks, sparking the Twitter hashtag #ChaseTheRainbow.
Rainbows are used as a symbol of peace and hope as they often appear when the sun follows a heavy rainfall.  They serve to remind us that there is hope and light to follow even after dark times and this is something that we can cling onto at the moment.
One of the members at Trinity often gets lovely rainbows in her garden and photographs them.  Here is one of those photos:IMG 2731 (1)

I will end with a promise of hope rewritten from Jeremiah 29 verses 11 to 13:
I alone know the plans
I have for you,
plans to bring you prosperity,
and not disaster,
plans to bring about,
the future you hope for.
Then you will call to me.
You will come and pray to me,
and I will answer you.
You will seek me,
and you will find me
because you will seek me
with all your heart.
Stay safe, strong and secure in God’s love

Wednesday 25 Mar 2020

No doubt you have all heard of the saying: “patience is a virtue” which according to my good friend Goggle means “that it is a good quality to be able to tolerate something that takes a long time.”  I am definitely not a patient person and have a tendency to want to get things done and sorted but I am very aware that the situation that we are all in at the moment is not going to get better overnight and will take time to resolve.  We all need to find a way, any way we can of developing patience to enable us to get through this day by day.

I am sure those of you with children and Grand-children can relate to this quote:

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I will finish with a prayer by Helen Steiner Rice:

God, each me to be patient,
Teach me to go slow
Teach me how to wait on you
When my way I do not know …
Teach me sweet forbearance
When things do not go right
So I remain unruffled
When others grow uptight …
Teach me how to quiet
My racing, rising heart
So I may hear the answer
You are trying to impart …
Teach me to let go, dear God
And pray undisturbed until
My heart is filled with inner peace
And I learn to know your will
Stay strong, safe and secure in God’s love

Tuesday 24 Mar 2020

I think the quote below is very adapt. 

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When I was in hospital during January, a highlight of my week was being able to join in with a service online on a Sunday.   That sense of connection really helped me through difficult times and I think the same will happen over the next few months.  On Sunday, there were a range of services that I could have gone to - traditional or contemporary, local or far away, via the internet or on the television.  These services will enable us all to go to church on Sunday without leaving the safety of our own homes.
On the Methodist Circuit website you will find a list of services happening locally:
If you would like to attend a virtual service in Lanzarote, Polly has sent this link:

Church is not just about attending a service but it is also about being there for each other and helping each other.  This is happening in many ways and is an area that Trinity church will be working on in the weeks to come.
Our resident quiz master Colin has produced a quiz.  Why not have a go and see how many you can answer: http://www.parascosa.com/VirusInspireUs.htm
And I end with a prayer for community by Barbara Glasson, President of Methodist Conference:
We are not people of fear:
we are people of courage.
We are not people who protect our own safety:
we are people who protect our neighbours’ safety.
We are not people of greed:
we are people of generosity.
We are your people God,
giving and loving,
wherever we are,
whatever it costs
For as long as it takes
wherever you call us.
Take care everyone,

Monday 23 Mar 2020

I am not really a green fingered type of person but I must admit I am spending more time in my garden at the moment and spring has definitely sprung.  Thanks to the previous occupier, parts of my garden are carpets of grape hyacinths.
Sandra Robey has kindly forwarded me this poem and accompanying photo: see if you can spot the bee!
Nobody said the sun should not rise
Or the birds must not to sing
Conveyed to the bees
A delay in the spring
Nobody chimed in the ear of the corn
There was no need to sprout
Or told the bright crocus
'No need to come out'
Nobody mentioned to frogs in the pond
Don't bother to spawn
Or told the bird choirs
Be silent at dawn
So, why be downhearted
Although hymns we can't sing
We may be in trouble
But no one told Spring
And a prayer for spring by Rev Mark Bekkedal which I thought was appropriate.
Dear God:
Spring is a metaphor for change.  Some changes we eagerly await, and some we abhor.  Some changes we plan and others arrive uninvited.  To all these changes we ask the gift of Your perspective beckoning us to expectation, hope, and rebirth.
May the sunlight and the rain be reminders that You are at work renewing the earth.  As a God of renewal, You are ever at work in our lives, too.
Open our eyes and lives to the needed changes in our lives this Spring.  Awaken us to new life and perspective, for we pray in Jesus' name.

Sunday 22 Mar 2020

You probably don’t need any reminder that today is Mothering Sunday.  For some people this day can often bring up feelings of loss and disappointment but this year I think the disappointment will be much wider spread due to the restrictions we are all facing.
I will certainly miss being in Trinity today.  As many of you know I don’t have children myself but always feel an immense sense of love and pride as the members of Sunday Club distribute flowers to all the ladies. 
Even though we cannot be together in church, there are other ways in which we can worship and share the love of God today.   On BBC One at 11.45 am, the Very Rev Dr Sarah Rowland Jones leads a service for Mothering Sunday from St David’s Cathedral in Pembrokeshire, with hymns sung by a Songs of Praise congregation recorded in July 2019.
The Presidents of Churches Together in England have issued a call to prayer in the light of the Coronavirus and are asking that today at 7pm we light a candle in the windows of our homes as a visible symbol of the light of life, Jesus Christ, our source and hope in prayer.
The Methodist Church has also published some short acts of worship that you can use at home.  These can be found here:
The United Reformed Church also has resources which can be found on their Facebook page or on their website:  https://urc.org.uk/
However, you spend today whether it is on your own or with family, I hope that you all experience the love of God and know that as 1 Peter chapter 5 verse 7 says we can cast all our anxieties on Him, because He cares for each one of us. 
And I end with a prayer by Barbara Glasson, President of the Methodist Conference:
Loving God,
If we are ill, strengthen us.
If we are tired, fortify our spirits.
If we are anxious, help us to consider the lilies of the field and the birds of the air.
Help us not to stockpile treasures from supermarkets in the barns of our larders.
Don’t let fear cause us to overlook the needs of others more vulnerable than ourselves.
Fix our eyes on your story and your grace.
Help us always to hold fast to the good, see the good in others and remember there is just one world, one hope, one everlasting love with baskets of bread for everyone. 
In Jesus we make our prayer, the one who suffered, died and was raised to new life.
In whom we trust these days and all days.
Love, prayers and virtual hugs,

Saturday 21 Mar 2020

At the beginning of this year, I spent a month in the National Hospital for Neurology and Neurosurgery in London.  The care was excellent but I could see the struggles facing staff – a lack of basic equipment such as drip stands, nurses having to deal with blocked toilets and flooded showers and a constant juggling of beds.  This was without the impact of covid-19.

I got to know some of the staff well and I keep wondering how they are all coping with this crisis.  Not just them but all those who work for the NHS - doctors, nurses, cleaners, porters, laboratory staff, technicians, the list goes on and on.  They are all on the frontline so while many of us have to stay at home, let us take a moment to think and pray for all those members of the NHS who have to face this crisis head on.
Here is a prayer which I found on the Norfolk and Norwich University Hospital Chaplaincy website:
Lord Jesus, who healed the sick and gave them new life,
be with doctors, nurses and hospital staff, as they act as agents of your healing touch.
In desperate times, keep them strong yet loving;
and when their work is done,
be with them in their weariness and in their tears.

Friday 20 Mar 2020

Due to my health problems I often have to miss activities and spend time indoors so at the moment, and I say at the moment as no idea how I will be twelve weeks done the line, I am coping well with not going out.

However I am really missing physical contact and by that I mean hugs.  When I first joined Trinity Church, I wasn’t really a hugging type of person but things have changed and I have learnt a hug can say so much – hello, goodbye, well done, I’m sorry, I am here for you etc.

Although we can’t hug each other, there is nothing wrong with giving yourself a hug.  (Just an aside - those of you who come to my dance will know how to do this as this is a move from the song Wonderful World.)

Also when talking to those who would give us a hug if we were together in person, why don’t we give ourselves a hug imagining that it is the person we are talking to giving us that hug.  Sounds strange I know but try it!

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I would like to share this prayer written by Jan Berry, a URC Minister, which was shared yesterday on the Trinity prayer list.
God our refuge,
we seek your protection.
Protect the vulnerable from illness:
those who are old and frail,
weakened by years and struggle;
those who care for others,
expending energy and love;
those for whom inability to work
means hardship and poverty.
Protect us
from the greed and suspicion
which snatches at our own security
stock-piling and panic-buying
that deprives others of the necessities of life.
Protect us from the short-sightedness
which sees the germ in our own eyes
and ignores the plagues
of hunger, war and violence
that take so many lives each day.
Protect us from the isolation
that leads to loneliness and despair
denying the interconnectedness
that links us with one another.
God our refuge
in our panic and fear
may we not lose sight of our common humanity
that makes us one people in you.

Thursday 19 Mar 2020

My Lent reading yesterday focused on the line said by Jesus in Matthew chapter 5 verse 17 "do not think that I have come to abolish the law or the prophets."  Here Jesus is saying that we need to stick to the instructions of God's law even if we fully do not understand as it will help us to act in love even when we don't feel like it.

At the moment the Government are issuing guidelines or instructions on a daily basis - asking people to work from home, socially distance themselves if over 70 or in at risk groups, avoid pubs and clubs etc.  Some of these instructions, using the words of Boris Johnson are 'draconian' and the idea of not doing my normal activities for 12 weeks fills me with dread.  However, we need to trust in the experts advising our Government and do all we can to stick to the instructions given as it will make a difference not just to ourselves but our family, friends and wider community.  What better way of showing God's love to those around us than doing all we can to keep Covid-19 at bay.

I would like to share a prayer written by of the Moderator of the Church of Scotland, Rt. Rev Colin Sinclair::

Living God,
In our hour of need we turn again to you, for we have nowhere else to turn.
We put our faith in you, because you have proved your faithfulness time and again.

We reaffirm our love for you because you have never let us go.
We thank you that you are not distant from us.
but have drawn near, in your Son, our Saviour, Jesus Christ.
He has shared our life, tasted our death and defeated it;
He understands our worries and our fears.
Help us to respond as your children now.
We pray for this pandemic spreading across our world,
remembering all who have lost loved ones.
and praying for those seriously ill at this time.
We uphold the National Health Service.
as it responds to this added pressure on its already overstretched services.
We pray for doctors and nurses and all in the caring professions,
who work to help and support people as best they can.
We remember those working behind the scenes.
testing samples, confirming results, giving information to patients.
We uphold others trying to understand this virus better.
working to create an effective remedy.
We pray for our Governments in Westminster and Holyrood,
as they work with the best medical advice.
to guide us on how we should respond.
and what action we should take.
We pray that these guidelines might be taken seriously.
and that all would put them into action.
May this crisis bring out the best in us, not the worst.
Help us to live by faith and not by fear;
to build bridges not barriers,
and to resist all who would speak ill of any other group.
May we not forget our responsibility to one another,
not least to the vulnerable and voiceless in our communities.
Help us to find ways of keeping in touch and offering reassurance.
to those with underlying health issues;
for any who feel particularly vulnerable.
or in danger at present.
As the virus spreads.
we pray for the disruption it causes to normal life,
bringing new fears and anxieties:
We pray for those who have been laid off as their work disappears;
for financial hardship for individuals and businesses;
for the impact on the economy and pensions, when austerity has already left its mark.
We pray for those whose trips, both for business and pleasure, have been cancelled;
and others where events, long anticipated and planned for, have been postponed;
for those making contingency planning for home based work or child care or exams.
May our inconvenience not blind us to others’ loss.
We remember those.
who cannot visit loved ones in locked-down care homes;
for the elderly whose social contacts have been severely curtailed;
help us to find creative ways of keeping in touch,
of assuring them they are not forgotten or ignored.
May congregations find new ways of living though this time.
May we not forget our faith, but draw strength from it.
So may our worship be heartfelt,
our fellowship deepen.
and our service increase.
God of grace and God of mercy,
hear our prayers at this time.
Strengthen us, by your Spirit, so that:
we may carry on our lives as best as we are able,
looking out for others,
showing love in action,
being faithful in prayer,
and bringing encouragement, hope and peace;
always trusting in you.
our Rock and our Redeemer.
These prayers we bring to you.
in Jesus’ name.

Take care of yourselves and those around you in whatever way you can,



Wednesday 18 Mar 2020

Welcome everyone to my blog.  For those that don't know me, I am an Elder at Trinity Church as well as a Methodist Local Preacher.

I have wanted to set up something for a while but with the suspension of church services and having a lot more time on my hands due to social distancing, I have decided now is the time.  I will be sharing quotes from social media such as the one below as well as prayers, bible passages and brief reflections.  Please share the link to this page and website with anyone else who may be interested.

Take care of yourselves and those around you,